Okay,a really fast one. I want go out before mummy gets home. Just dunt want see her face. Grrr. Okay,i am PROUD to say that i walked from Sirin's house to this house. Woo,told ya Sirin. And it was less than 15 mins uh pleaseee. Kaki Jantan. Ohh yar! I cut-ted my hair yesterday. Super freaking funny. I went into the salon first uh. 10 mins later Dad came in without acknowledging me. So,yahh. The person cutcutcuttt. Then finish cutting my hair,then this convo broke out.
Me : Ayah,duit.
Ayah: ahh,Jap.
I look at the hairdresser,the face mintak kene smack! Hahaha,then she was like, papa uh papa?
Wahh,damn. Sorry uh,my daddy is happyly married with 5 children. Hahahah! Then,we went to McCafe. This person more irritating. I ordered Caramel Frappe,then she was like coffee base or Milk base? She looked at dad and grinnn. Then i say coffee,then she SOMEMORE ask,want cream? *still looking at dad* Then i say yeahhh,then i turn to dad and say,GY TUNGGU PAT KERETE. Irritating siaa! Tell ibu then you know. Rawrrrrr!
Today had school. Which was a boo. Then Sulaiha and me sat at our LOBANG. Heh. Then i read my Ehem book. HAHAHA:D For you to know and me to find out. Then second period,i let her read and i go to sleep. whooshhh,Powerrr! Woke up,rambut berserapai rapai? Wth. Then had chem then english. Went home with Sirin. She wanted to go Lot 1,to buy cekakSQUARE. Haha, Shutszxsz. Then followed her and all,decide to sent her home. Hantar sampai lift jekkk. Pasal, i am scared to go down the lift alone. Shutszxsz! Its not that i dunt have money to take bus. But i prefer to walk. Hahaha. Then,walk and walk,suddenly walk pass this house,sibeyy power. The dog bark so hard that nearly made me jump and fall and die of heart attack. Fucker tol. I bought ice cream and eat it really fast,calming myself down. And booomszxs,here i am. I want go to the multi story carpark and studyy. lalala:D See you readers tonight? Tomorrow? Next year? In my graveYARD:D Eh,i love my blogsong leyyyyy.
Mum,i'mstillconfuse.Confusingggg.
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Have you ever felt,you want to really throw something away,but once you're at the rubbish bin, You hugged that thing back? Hah! I have been trying and trying to avoid and forget and arghh this someone,but the nearer i get to achieve it,it will come back to me. Arghh! Have you ever felt when you close you're eyes,wishing for that someone not to be there,but when you open your eyes,there infront of you is that person. And when you close your eyes again,wanting that person to be there,RIGHT infront of you. You open your eyes again,that person is nowhere to be seen. Heartpain right? And thats one.
When you come back from school,you have to think about something you really should not. Looking at your parents,thinking are they really yours? Have you ever felt the whole world ripping apart,and you just want to RUN AND RUN AND RUN and NEVER STOP? Until everything came back to normal? Whats worst,no one is there to listen. The person you trust most,is really busy. When she is old enough,when she should be resting at home. But,instead she goes out to work. Until she dunt even have the chance to talk to you. And BECAUSE OF YOU, she is quarelling with her mother in law? AND BECAUSE OF YOU again,she is sick? Mum, i am already sad enough,can you please,tell me the truth? I'm seriously drenched. I am too tired to think of this. Nenek! You are old enough to think. TOO OLD i must say. I was just trying to help. But all of you push everything,to me. How can a 14 going to be 15 year old girl have such mindset? ARGHHHH=[ I am too tired. Holidays,please come. I want runaway and be FREE.
