Supszxs?

Practically,i am sad. I am down. I wanna die. Hah,sounds so bad huh. Exams in 2 days,yet i am thinking bout this. Go study uh Nab. Nahh,not in the mood. Maybe tomorrow. Fuck.
I'm drownnnn,i dunt know whats going on,i'm lost. I lost you. The truth is out. Face it. Fuck uh.
Wake up,you're no longer sleeping. You're in the real world now. Face the fact. You gotta let go. YOU MUST. You're only 14 going 15. Dunt be a chicken uh,let it go,someone new will come. You got no one now. You're all alone,be independent uh! Everything also want spoon-fed. You think you still a baby uh? Come on uh,show that you are the eldest. Do your role as a daughter. A good and responsible student. Gah! Dunt just say,DO IT NAB. Fuck,i lost you,but that does not mean, you lost the world. You still got the whole world in your handsss~ I'm holding on forever, reaching for a love that seems to be super far. Since sec 1 till now,i am waiting,Just give up. It'll never come. Boo. Why do i love you. It'll be great if i were straight. Where is that rainbow in my heart,where's the shine,there's only rain. Boo. Bye.