If only it was that easy. Haha. Seriously,this whole week will just be school and school and school! This is so kental and merepek. June Hols,means you get a whole month to yourself. WTH. So, today woke up at 7a.m,saw this msg at my phone,so i called lah this turtle. And she say she is going out now. WTF? I just woke up and she say she wants go out now. Turtle oh turtle! So,went out of house at 7.45a.m. Orang tak de prepaid susah. Haha! She say she wants go out first. So, i thought i was going to be late. In the end,guess who late? TURTLE! So,take-away Mac. Went to school. Yeah,let me repeat that again,S-C-H-O-O-L.
Had the Cultural Camp. Yes,i was the crazyy lalala one. Haha! So,i run alot today! Haha, first went to the shop to buy MARBLES! 7KG OI,aku pikul. Then had 3 class. Only the last class gerek. The rest like olalla.Then something happened,which make me run again. Run like nobody bussiness! Scaryy sia,but for my Atok/Twin/Upin,i can do it. Then change class,cause the Kompang very the noisy. But,tak sempat for the next class to come. Dah kul 11. Means, malay dance. Swear i was very sleepy by then. Hah! Blahblahhblahhh. Finishh,went to Lot 1 with the girls. You knoww,too many to mentionn. But,i'll mention. Amirah,Syafiqah,Leila,Nani,Mufiidah, Afifah,and me lahh. 7 people only! Haha. Afifah belanjaaa me lehh! Me lovee<3
Went to Rooftop. Yess,walkwalkkk. Then homed. First thing first,i tell you,i ate freaking alot! After eating a bowl of BBQ beef set. Then some of Afifah's Tom Yam! Then Mufiidah's Fishh what fish? Hahah! Then dah. Hahaha! Oh yahh,the rooftop at Lot1 is officially open. Aku nak main airrrr,tapi aku dah 14. Bile part ni dah terlalu tua! Arghhh! Kayy,whatever.
HAHA,i am still laughing because of this! Kay,i got ilham to blog already. Hah! I realise i can really read mind if i really concerntrate. Haha,kan dassya?! I want sleep,but no one saying good night to me,i feel so sad. :( No one to tuck me in bed. No one to say sweet dreams nab. No one will do that. Dulu ade Shasha. She will keep me company till 5 in the morning. I miss you girl.
Eh,someone call me=[ I need someone to talk to. Arghhh,suddenly i felt the guilt again. Yeahh, ita all my fault. If only. YEAH,IFFFF! Like Muzzy*muzaqkir* said,if is an evil word. It could burn in hell*like what Miranda says* Eh,i hate holidays la deyyy! Make me miss the class. Hah! But,i am not in the mood to study already. Kay,layannn. If only there is this machine that, when you look at it,POOF,you're unconsious:D Cool ke pe.
When i close my eyes,the pictures i see,scares me. Losing you,even if i know it is just a bad dream. It felt so real. I'm afraid. I never want to lose you,i just wish that i'm the only one in your heart. I have been controlling myself. But i cant even control myself today. Maybe its time to confess. But i'm afraid girl. You'll avoid me. I like it to be this way tho. But the more i spent time with you,i cant control myself. This beast inside me,keep on taking control. Now you are to busy for me girl,too busy. Sorry for this sudden confession. But....... Nights.
Darkness in the night
I'll find that light for you
As long as I got eyes
I'll have a sight for you
For you, there's no replacement
You will always be my girl
And you can hold me on that statement

