Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Raya does not feel like Raya=.= I'm not as enthu as last time. Oh well well well! Firstly,my family havent took a femily picture. Secondly,i havent had a proper mintak maaf session with nenek,tok bah,and the rest of the family. Thirdly,i just think Raya is like a normal day. In the morning,i thought it was still Ramadhan! =.=
Went to study with BUBBLES today:D HAHA! Study or what(!) Okay,i admit,we did not study. With me,how to study! Haha! ^^ So never study with me. Unless,i am serious and in the mood. 8 more freaking days to EOY,and i'm not serious! Wo ben dan(!)
This butterfly look innocent,but its a killer!
Yeah,it attack me yesterday! haha,balik kampong yesterday but not with my family. Only me, Naz and Naj. Yeah,sad. Well,its the fact. And the first time we balik kampong,its just us. Usually will be damn kecoh! *kecoh ):* Its only Mak Busu and Fam. Cik Zain and Fam. Nenek,Tok Bah, Kak Jukeszxs and Kak Ya! Yeah,only kite-kite D: Its very sad when the people ask 'mane munah? Mane Zain?' And,i'll put on a smile,'Ibu sakit.' ARGHHHHH! Fuckkk. Its over anyway.
Dum Dum Dum,bunyi mercun!
On the bright side,i get to play fireworks! A real one! Not babies kiddy fireworks! Light up by our own! Well,i have videos,BUTBUTBUT,i lazy upload. Wait till Cikgu upload eh! OSAMA PUNYA MERCUN! 25 das(: It feels great seeing the fireworks. Not until the part about the butterfly chasing me=.= STUPID BUTTERFLY! Anyway,its a butterfly-shaped firecracker that will fly upwards,but if not properly position,it'll fly anywhere~
Irfan:D
Sorry laaa,i was force to wear kebaya! FORCED. My smile also FORCED! Hahah! This year is the worst year i must say. So much for a 2009,the year i'm waiting for. But,with you, everything is so finee! \m/
I realised i really dislike *insert*! I dont know why. But 99% of them are my friends. But,i just dislike them. I think *insert* friends are better. Seriously. I feel ignored. Left out. To be frank,i hate it when they say 'eh,bila *insert clique names* outing?' Yeah,jealous la jealous. Its just HARD. Difficult to get we back together. EVEN JUST FOR RECESS! I'm losing it. I guess only Allah knows how i feel. ): It's jealous,sad,angry,envious and the same time happy seeing you cliques getting bonder(?)
OH OH OH! I remembered Cikgu Farid took our class today! Super FUNNY,wa tak leh take it! haha! Alright,thats it with my life. Well,one week and four day already! Keep on going NNBMZ. You're doing great,you resist it just now. You'll resist it forever. You're on your own.
the way it is,i CANT love you. you WONT love me.
and if i CANT love you,i WILL love you.
