I don't know why I can't get over you. It's been so long already. Sometimes I wonder if you still like me; even a little.

wow,so fast already 2009 is going to end huh. Well,this may be too early for this. But,i've came up with eleven resolutions for next yearr! :D

1.) Get out of dunearn.

2.)Spent more time with my families.

3.)Get them back together.

4.)Take a whole family picture again:D *the last was 3 years ago ):*

5.)Overcome my fear of wearing a dress. *i knowww!! me = dress. HAHA!* There is this incident that i dont even wanna wear a dress la please>.<>

6.)Phototaking at the lalang lalang there.

7.)THIS IS A MUST! Show off my ic at the movie counter. hehehahaho! 16 already mah next year,tho now i can smuggle myself in la;)

8.)THIS IS ALSO A MUST! Bond closer with Amira,Sabrina and Syafiqah. Our last year,so must spent it well;)

9.)Really really,do my 5 times prayer everyday:) Now,i skip skip you know :x *kening naik-naik to Jukeszx;)*

10.)Sleep alone. (i sleep with my sister;D) HAHA!

11.)YOU:D

kay,i know some are like so not important. But,shut up la. HAHA! The first one is the most important okay. MUST! Haha,its already 10/12/09. 21 more days end of 2009. Woahh~ Okay la,2009 has been a rough year for me. New classmates. It was hard to migle with 3Jade. Haha, alot of conflicts. From a to z,just name it:) Make things worst,those 3 kecoh gals not same class as me. Haha! But nevermind. New friends are also nice. Like Qi Xiang,Sheryl,Lyana,Khal. And others la. And 09.09.09,nice date uh,once in a lifetime only okay nab! Heh;)

2009 is also the first year i enter a new life. A TOTAL NEW LIFE DUDE. Kay,no need to say la, whats the life kay;)

Alright alrigh,i feel like a loser for having these feelings for you even tho there're not reciprocated. Well,i cant help it. Everything i want in someone,you'll have it. Yeah,i know sound so blahblah,but well,its true. Tho we're two different world,i just find it very.. you know.. HAHA! Teet,cant explain. Well,i'm kind of jealous. What they have,i dont? I wish i knew what it was. I wish i could change it. Say it,ANYTHING. Just for you. But i guess,i'll have to accept that it wont happen. Well,i've face the fact. Eventho it hurts,i am greatful to have you as a close friend. To an extent that i can tell you anything,everything. You know alot of things that i cant even tell anyone other than you. HAHA,yeah,i know. If our world cant collide anymore,my biggest fear, then i'll just wish you the best in life,cause you deserve it. You're something special for sure:)

wtfrip,thats not from me:D THIS POST IS LIKE WTFRIP! Seriously,hahaha! To be frank, being emotional sometimes is good you know,it shows that you're a human. You got feelings;D HAHA! Should i watch New Moon noww? Mum bought the disc already. But,like lazy sia wanna watch. >.<>