& there nab goes again:D

From the bottom of my heart.

2011-09-06T02:17:00.002+08:00

I dont know if anyone still read this and I know this is like too late but Selamat Hari Raya:)

To all my friends and family members who reads WTF, I will like to apologise if I ever done any sins towards you. Be it intentionally or unintentionally. Forgive me if I've hurt your feelings or talk bout you behind your back which I always do. I forgive all of you and of course those people that I hate, I will start to like you at least:) Make friends not enemies. Lastly whoever that treat me before, erm.. I dont know how to say in english but yeah Halalkan makan minum ku dunia dan akhirat.

Lastly, my raya have been great so far:) Im loving it. Tho my saham drop a lil bit this year.. I still love Raya. And I've decided on a decision which got me thinking till this late. I love my family more and I wont want to disappoint them anymore.

To Jukeszx, Nabilah doakan kak ju and abang hasri kekal hingga akhir hayat. Please please jangan lupe your niece here kalau da kahwin:( I felt a lil bit neglected yesterday:( We'll go out later at night k? Quality time together, I've got alot to tell you, I really dont know who I should open up to. I am really confuse right now. I'm like doing things that I dont like to do. I know I cant have the best of both worlds, I know I'm old enough to make the right decision but I really dont know what I should do, its not a should, Its a must. We need to talk.

I really thought you were my friend till today, I realise you're just the same. I really am going to stop building bridges, I shall build this wall this wall around me, this wall this high so that no one will even notice I'm there, this wall to show me who'll climb over it to be with me behind this wall. Cause I've learnt that when you love and care for someone and they found someone whom they'll care and love more, they tend to forget bout those people who loved and cared them before that someone enter and they will only realise when I stop loving and caring for them. For this 17 years, I swear only one person. ONLY ONE, my grandma has always been there for me. Physically and mentally. And I'm here, NEVER EVER CARE BOUT HER. I only find her when I'm in doubts, when I'm in need of something urgently. However she is always ALWAYS there for me when I quarell with my dad, when I got a problem with my mum, when I lost hope in love, when I dont know whats wrong and right. She's real. She annoy me at times but its for my own good and now this moment then I realise that She is the only real human being that have been with me all along. She is the one standing beside me. When I achieve, She's the one congratulating and rewarding me. When I fail, She's the one that pray for me to do well again, She's the one that tell me to try again. When I do something wrong, She's the one who advice me and correct me. Nenek, I know you wont be reading this but I just feel like telling the whole world how lucky I am to have you. I also want you to know that I am sorry for disappointing you again and again and I am sorry for hurting you every single time and I know sorry is just words. But yeah, I am really sorry from the bottom of my heart. Today, I promise you I'll be someone you'll be proud of. I will call you everyday to ask how are you. I will visit you at least once a week to spend some time with you. And if I wont have the time, I'll make the time. For today, I've learnt my lesson.

Crushed.

2011-05-23T21:35:00.002+08:00

The possibility that you will ever feel the same about me,is just too much. Running away from the truth,just too much. I really hope it's just another crush. I know I'll walk away.

As much as I believe that we can make this into something that will last forever,still it's gonna be another crush thats going away. Honestly,what we had just come and gone. Sometimes I really try to hide what I feel inside. I really dont wanna continue,cause bottomline,I know I'm not over it YET.

Today's module damn effed up. If he give me another D,He no more father's day already. This time i'm serious:( I really dont wanna see D or F in my grades already. Those were Secondary school time. HAA! Today's UT was okay pokay,hope for at least a B. Praying for an A tho! Then home straight. Skipping my appoinment tomorrow for touchrug and wanna revise science :D I'll live life to the fullest. See you readers.

My classmates,My bro,My love.

2011-05-10T17:43:00.002+08:00

Hi,i happygal92! HAHAHAHA! Actually no. Damn sick now:( Dying pleaseee! Damn bored also. But yeah,shall update cause some people still reading my blog! Shooo shweet! Haha! Shall try to keep wtf alive okay! :)

Hehehe,my QT-pie. Okay. He is going to be 3 month old in a week!! Shall go visit his siblings at those people's house and of course pray for Zouk:) I know he is doing fine there,in the other world. And i know some angel will be reading this post for him. Take care of yourself k Zouk. *Party Rock Anthem* for ya!

Now you all shall meet some of my classmates!

Eyda,the pundek. Everything also Pundek. Little thing also Pundek! HAHA!

Malan is the guy beside Eyda! Sitting on the toilet? Or something la. I forgot! And the best thing bout him,his acc always gets hacked! But we've stop doing that alreadyy:)

Lastly,Putra,princess of the class. HAHAAH! His expression damn funny. Thinking bout it make me laugh now. Serious,just spend your break with him and you'll get me. He is a serious joker!

FIZAAAA! The outgoing girl! Woo,someone as fierce as me. Haha! :D Anyway my hair is spiked! Nice not? NICE? Haha! Lastly a longlost friend,ADIEL ADNAN!

Amaciam Bro? Haha! Miss those times,you,Mus and me! Best 2 bro in my life. Anything also i can depend on them. But sighh,things just got to go different ways :( But its okay,they will forever stay in my heart! Love you bro!

So yaa,there's still alot more in my class. Havent take pic with them. SOON! The 2 Dans,Mr Breakdown,Cat,Reefy the cow,the 2 cheeky boys,Saiful and Haziq. AND MORE! I shall take pic with them and tell a lil bit of them:) Anyway my grades so far so good:D I can see A's in Maths and Science! Maybe for OB soon. CHILL k! Once i recover,i'll be back to battle. Haha! Suddenly remember that day i sick,i damn quiet in class everyone keep saying Nab not hyper. HAHA! Soon alright mates! Love you all for the care and concern you all gave:)

POLYFE!

2011-04-18T22:55:00.002+08:00

Hi miss me? HEHEHE! Alright,just now was my first day #Polyfe. Not so bad,but okay la. Can clique with classmates okay already. But can feel the total difference from sec school. My life is all air con now! So alot of stuff i have been not blogging. But yeah,if you're following me on twitter,you should know what im doing the past few weeks:)

Yeah,one of it went out with my seniors! Feel good to be the youngest. Get pampered and bullied. Haha,neh joking,they treat me so good and i'm the happiest kid when im with them. Felt so much love~ HAHAHA!

Love each and everyone of you,including Kimo and Murni k! Muacks! Hope we wont drift apart,all busy with their own study life already. Make time for me k:( Done neglect me.

Last week had the Rp orientation. NOT BAD. I participate well. Tho it was boring,i made it fun! CHEH!! Enjoy yourself,you'll really enjoy. And my team was not enthu on the first day but we develop! HAMMAH! We're cool. Hahaha!

Anyway i like the shirt they give,unique! AND THE FACT THAT ITS GREEN!!!! HAHAHA! Jam&Hop also not bad. Hmmm,well its bad very bad actually,cause my shoe got raped by the mud. It was an outdoor thing and it was like after a downpour,hence the muddy dancefloor. Hmm,really i dont know what to blog about. All i know i am looking forward to school tomorrow and.... i miss ehemehemmm~ K beebai!

It aint the end of the world~

2011-03-29T21:47:00.003+08:00

Okay,mind the fucked up face! Happy Birthday Esther! Had a blast at JE. Serious,we ownage. But i think the CNY celebration was the bomb. And the next one will be Boss Grand opening of his *hehe* Cant wait cant wait! So,this few days have been really busy. Like seriously busy. So sorry for not blogging. But if you all miss me so much just come 306A la k! I will be there most of the time till 6th April. After that fucking free!

So that day after popping at JE,i went down to find HW to go to her school for this star gazing event cause of earth hour? Eh,serious couples should go there and date. The stars,well most are moving colourful led lights. HAHA! The kites. But yeah,its a nice place for you young people:)

And its freaking cool cause i saw Saturn,you know the planet with the ring? Yaa,freaking saw that. Cool right,i know. I also cool;) Okay,then followed her gang to eat around woodlands there. Oh before that i think her son freaking cute,like irritating but cute in a way,get it? Hah,whatever. Then i cabbed back down to JE. Had another blasting night,and went home around 4am and got work at 8am. Fucking hell right?

I dont like my hair here. I dont like the fact that i ama ctually taller than her but in pictures she is taller! I also dont like her hair,so long it freaks me out.

The day before i went to DSS sports day. Just to support my lovelies Cheetah k! And im happy that they didnt went home empty handed:) Thank god. And Congrats to JAGUAAR! My four years in Dunearn,honestly,this is their first. They suddenly overtake the champion,CHEETAH and Panther. PUMA ALSO! Like no offence but yeah. HAHAHAHA!

There you go,the Champions. Deserve it!

And lastly,Miss Claudia Tan! Wheee,im her HOT student. High Order Thinker;) HAHAHA! I miss school. Like seriously,miss J4Jade. And my cliques. And ya everything bout school. At least school can sleep,work cannottt:( Alright,im gonna do my stuff and head to bed. Blog again soon^^ Chao sai~

Zouk

2011-03-03T23:30:00.002+08:00

Didnt you see how much i need you when you're gone? Zouk,you're really affecting me.
The first to kiss when i arrive to work every morning. The last to kiss when im leaving for work. The one i put inside the cash box to accompany me during work. The one inside my pocket when im out of counter. The one to first open it's eyes. The one and only Zouk.
Okay,i know its damn lame and irritating,but seriously,tell me if its fair for an innocent kitten whom barely lived for only 13 days,die like that? Tell me if its fair? :( Zouk havent even started walking yet,it is still crawling,dragging itself around the box. Zouk havent even had her first cat meal,i havent even bought for it proper cat food. ZOUK WAS STILL BREASTFEEDING WHEN ITS GONE :( And out of the five,why must it be Zouk? Why cant it be Zirca or Azzura or Rebel or Butterfact? Why must it be my bias? MY DEAR PRINCESS? :(
I was the one who help your mum to get you into this world and im the one that burried you out of it. Its really hurting to cover you up under those soil,the pain is really unbearable. After settling the crowd,i wanted to give you a kiss,saw the other four drinking milk,except you,you were at corner,with your tongue sticking out,like how you normally sleep. Super adorable,really put a smile to my face. So i wanted to give you a kiss,and i realise you werent responding to my action,and its not normal. Really,i shouted for Nitha and went fuck and broke down in front of customers. Really :( I felt like its the end of my world. So i went crying finding a box and placing lots of tissue in it and put it inside and place it behind the shop. At 10.35pm i went to bury it opposite the shop,the left palm tree. Place a few flowers on it. And left with a heavy heart. Zouk,rest in peace. I'll blast the radio everytime party rock anthem is on the radio okay? Love you Zouk.

having a good time,with you!

2011-03-01T01:16:00.004+08:00

Who is the QT? Nab is~~ HAHAHA!
Okay harrow. I know nongnong time no update. No mood la. Okay nahhh,i give one long one for a month until Poly starts. HAHA! JOKING:)

OMG,my hair look blonde right right? Angmohkia! More like Angmokio. HAHA!

So,Scape wasnt as fun as i thought. But yeah,never try never know. So yeap,wasted night. And THOMAS PARKER you beetchy boi plox. GO KISS OTHER GIRLS FOR WHAT?! I freaking jealous k :( But whatever. Im over it. My boys! Actually i wanted to update the mamba pic,and say my girls. But nahh,laggyy~ HAHA! But still Mamba,our outing keep failing ah!!! Please organise soon. Speaking of which,JfourJade too!!!! Beetch please you all :(

So fly likah G6~

Favourite girl;)

I HATE TALL PEOPLE AH! HATE AH,why am i so short? GOD WHY~?

My PINOY BOY! Hi Adrian,i want buy card ah!

Okay,i hope i wont go for the next event. I QUIT AH! Wazte moizsx molah. But last ah last. HAHAHAH! Failkid94. Okay,i wanna sleep. Before that see what i did on V-day! I know Feb just over a few hours ago... But yeah,best day in Febuary:)

Okay i know its nothing big or extremely powerpack or romantic or what,but yeah,effort k,to light that candle up,with all the winds is already super pack for me. HAHAHA! Lets look at what March is going to give me:) Oh before that....

Mind the one million face,CLAIRE,happy now to see your pic here? HAHAHA! I need go Bishan soon to get my bubbleyumz from Kimv! Or else her brother will eat it :( My next off day k,we go together,you can study while i go and hunting. HAHAHA!!!! Nights readers:D

To you,i hope you got my hint,tho i dont want it to happen too fast,everything is just moving as fast as light. And i really want time to stop when im with you. GWL alright? :)

I hit the floor~

2011-02-02T01:51:00.003+08:00

Shagg kia~! HAHA! Hi,told ya i will update if i got time! Okay,so here we go rock and roll. That day i got off and yeah,woke up at 4 plus. Suppose to head to ECP for Zirah's 18th birthday but i failed! OMG! But okay,she understand:) Her present still with me;) HAHA! Surprise! But i didnt waste the day,went to Azzura beach party!! Haha,awesome night la! Tho it was pouring,we got to head up to the Harrum(?) Fuck care la. Instead of seperating the legal and the underage,it became a mixage event! Awesome! But the crowd so little:( But better la,can rave and techno better! HAHA!

The peepszx i went with. HAH! Guess who i met? Haikal,Jeremy and the most zzzz,ROSSAFIQ! Damn LOL! So fated to meet after 4 years! HAHA! Then Sarah was also there. Met Sarah and Nana at Sentosa entrance there. GOT KICK! This one must say,i went to ask if the event still on at the ticket counter there,the person say she not sure. Then we limchim ah,she let the 6 of us,enter Sentosa free(Y) GOT KICK AH?! Save my $3! Haha:D At Sentosa met Yongjun? Aiyah,that Korean guy! Hmm,then waited for HT and Eugene at Emerald pavillion! :)

THE AWESOME DJ! Omg,pretty and talented! One day,i'm gonna be like her,pretty and talented! (Y)

Then we went in. CB,the whole place like not even a single soul. HAHA! And i can tell from the guys face,disappointment! HAHAHA! Due to bad weather,we went up:) So okay la. Not so bad. But if not bad weather will be better! FOAM BATH!! HAHA! That night,i really no mood, all the way SOLO or sitting down closing my eyes,listening to the song! Well,i cant help it la,if they come. But they come,i go. No mood ah,really. First time sia,this kind of feeling!

But still,a M never fails to do her job:) HAHAHAHA!!!! Then in the morning head to JE for work. OMG,shagg ttm! But lucky,they transfer me to CCK. At least there slack abit:) So got my rest,went home straight and boom,flat on the bed. Then back to work. Omg,my life have been work. Not gonna complain but this incident happened recently,gotta share! Who starting bussiness,better learn from here! Seriously! Never ever take in foreign worker,especially Malaysian_l_

Sarah Molina Yap! Eh CLAIRE! See la,never go out with me,now i go out with your sis! HAHAHHA!!!!! :D

Okay back to story,At CCK shop got this Malaysian worker,her name is Banu. So yeah,i thought she's a nice person cause she help me alot in work. But to my surprise,she's a one of a kind bitch. She took $200 on Sunday and say i take. So,i was posted to JE yesterday. Cb,i got interogate. Nabuay! But thank god,Boss and Nitha trust me:) See,im so responsible and trustable! Choose me as your girl;) So,in the morning,she was at CCK,she took $1000 and said,Nitha ask her to go bank in the money. Who the hell will do that right-.- So,she took the money and fled. CB!!! Then 5pm Boss called Francis asked why isnt he at JE yet,Francis said,Banu not in shop_l_ Cheapbuy, fled to Malaysia already la that slut. But still,Boss issued out a warrent arrest. She confirm die. HAHA!

So,i took care of the shop with Nitha the whole day today! OMG,shagged max. Tomorrow i'll be at CCK,at night over at JE! Weeee,CNY celebration. Shall ask for a big angbao from Boss^^ hehe! Tell me how can i not love my job? But thanks to that one of a kind bitch,Boss no mood today! And HT saw Boss for the first time today. And he was in a bad mood! HAHA! Boss not like that one:) Okay,i shall eat and head to bed! Tomorrow waking up at 12pm! HAHA! HOSEHBOH?! Candy Floss~~

life gives you lemon,make lemonade.

2011-01-29T01:29:00.003+08:00

Sialah i miss school. I am freaking serious. This fucking awesome class with fucked up attitude but still. HAHA! Remember when we will united as one to stop the teachers from giving us test! HAHA!!! And someone will always spoil the market?! Damnn,wish i was still 15.

Oh Hi,i am Bancho's twin! AHAHA!

Hehe,tomorrow night^^

Semi Mamba Gang and HongTing and Gerald and 1/4 of Ez. HAHA! We owned DSS floor la k. :D

Something to be proud of in Dunearn! TOP PARTICIPATING K! HAHAHAHA! And i remember the guy who cycled and yeah,flipped 360. HAHA!! PHAIL!!! Two oh One oh. Good year:)

A few days back or weeks? When i was at Claire's house:) Yeap,went over cause i miss her too much already laa. But she damn beetchy,never upload my cute pics :( But still lurpe lurpe. Meet soon,this time NO BISHAN_l_

I'll just shoot what i remember la k. After meeting her,met up with Huiwen,met Kayden too. Then HongTing and Eugene came. We damn sober. No where to head too. So we decided to go playground. Close shave,lucky night for us. See,being black is good,can blend in the dark! (Y) Met up with Pussy,sober up the whole night at playground-.- Then head to HT's house. Bathe and slept,then went home to change,and head out again! But i forgot where i go:/ Then i started to work and work and work. Yes,im selling fishes. I dont care what you'll think. As long as its clean money,i'll work:) Plus i love it there cause i have Boss as my Dad. Lady Boss as my Mum. Esther,Minah,Imah,Nita as my sisters! Ashuk,Ariff and Honda as my Brothers! Love them to bits and pieces even if we just known each other!

I fuck care you all already,now i'mma make Boss's bussiness damn good! I dont give a shit to you and you and you and you:) Kthxbai!

cutest kid alive!

2011-01-17T18:24:00.004+08:00

Hello.*twist* You all miss me? See,i promise to blog and now i am blogging! And i realise i didnt have a proper post to welcome 2011!!! WTSHIT,17 days late. But yeah,WELCOME 2011!! Now now,lets go back to the past,well from recent to the oldest k:) LETS ROCK AND ROLL! But before that take a look at this cute kid! ^^

My lips sexy right? right? right? Hehe!

I remembered i didnt sleep for like hours k. But still i am cute:) HAHA! Okay la,3 only la. Dont want spam later your com crash!

So a few days ago,Syaf had this mini gathering to get away. FOOOHHH,the food damn awesome k. AND ITS FREE:D Thank you Syaf. Had lots of fun spending time together. Before that in the morning i went to do my hair,does it look better to you guys? :/ I dont know why but i think it looks.... but after awhile i think i look cute,like helmet/bowl. HAHA! Still,i am cute.

Some of them left earlier,left with us,so SPAM pics! Seriously if about pictures,confirm plus chop i steady bom pi pi~~

This two people whom i've been spending most of my time together. HAHA! Siang and SabS! Lurplurp k!

MY BFF,member of THE KECOHz! HAHA! Thanks Syaf for organizing this event k. Another one soon alright. Miss you babeh,altho Amira and SabrinaZA couldnt join us,we still Kecoh k! And you 2 beetches,forget us already ah?! WANT KENA WHACK?! Heh,no la. Lurve lurve k!

Okay,my pics all jumble up,so frip it. This was during countdown. Had some blanket party and mini gathering at SabS's house. Eh,her house damn cosy hor. We watch fireworks live which is from MALAYSIA and also on screen. Those who turned up,thank you. I know dayumm last min,but still:) We made it. Hehe. There was still LiSen,Amy and Sarah not in this pic.

AND OUR FAV LA! TAUPOKKK!! Haha,SabS's breast flat already~~ HAHAHA,lurbe you Sab!

And this another SAB! Member of the Kecohz,who left us for Perth :( But still,to the good technology. We still can contact and keep in touch eh;) And glad that she liked the gift i made dayumm last min. Like that night i didnt sleep just to make it hor! I'm sho shweet! Hehe. Take care of yourself there k Buddy. Gonna miss chu!

OKAY LASTLY! My GANG! We are always ready to PREY k! Always on standby mode! Haha. Missing in pic is EngWoon and Nicow! Haha,Outing soon k girls:) Haha,mamba eat apple! But sorry,i'm no longer a mamba,just in the gang only~~ HEHEHE! Okay,thats about it. Another post soon! Yeah,soon:D

Thank Chuu:)

2011-01-10T18:57:00.003+08:00

hi,i am backkk:) Okay,i know i have been neglecting this book. Come back readers please come backk! HAHA! Firstly,life's good,working now. Find me at Taka,Atrium level one! Beside Coach.

Next,see that woman up there,yes,Thats my form teacher. She is very pretty,just that we were bbq-ing that day. So i will like to thanks her for teaching me the past 2 years. She have been a very good teacher,tho she nags and stuff,she gave me good advices. She is also the most bimbotic person,i've ever met. But yeah,still love you Miss Andrea Lim!

Secondly,Miss Au! MY FAVOURITE TEACHER!!! I am her princess k;) Tho her nags are erghhh! I will confirm miss it. She never gave up,she pushed me over my limits. And thanks to her,i passed my English. I know my english still -.- But still,i passed:) Thank you Miss Au. I will be more discipline now. I wont get easily distracted. HAHA!
Lastly,Nabilah,good job. You finished your last lap in secondary. I am proud of myself. I know 24 is not good,but i am proud of myself,after getting 30+ for prelims,mid year and shit,i manage to get 24. So yeah. You did your job. And those who are disappointed in me,i am sorry. I know i did my best,i studied as much as i can. Maybe it was just not my luck,marker having PMS mode or moderation damn high. STILL,Goood job Nab:)

And also those who were there for me when i broke down. I just freaked out. HAHAHA!! Okay fine,yes i was sad but not until like i wanna keel myself. Thanks eh people:) Miss Claudia Tan also,for opening the slip for me. I AM A SCARY CAT AND I JUST CANT GET SERIOUS! Hate it.

Oh and not to forget the person who calmed me down and keep saying i am not a failure,Huiwen:)
I look cute here. HAHAHAA!! Thank you Tinkerbell:)

Well,i hope i wont regret with whatever decision i make. Cause life is a path of no return. Have a great day readers,if i have any. LOL!

_l_

2010-11-20T01:13:00.004+08:00

I decided not to be too rude. LOL!

K,since i cant explain what i am feeling,i'll show what i found on the net.

37 percent of respondents said that they will spend close to $200, while 20 percent said they would spend as low as $100 to as high as $300. If that isn't shocking your wallet enough, 7 percent said that they will spend $400, and 13 percent stated that they will spend over $500.
So,i'm already in the 20%. Okay now i show you why we dress up for prom~

So, why do girls spend so much on their prom dresses? In certain cases, it is the fact that they feel as if it is a beauty contest socially. No one wants to show up with the simplest or ugliest dress, and so more and more girls are choosing designer labels and elaborate fabrics as if they are on their way to the academy awards.
Another reason is because many high school ladies really do feel as if it is their Oscar night. Too old for dress up and too young for their wedding day, the prom is the time where buil- up princess fantasies come out to play.
Every girl wants to feel like royalty on her prom night, and that sometimes comes with a hefty price tag!

OMG,THAT WAS WHAT I WAS TRYING TO TELL YOU! Google makes the wonder(Y)

Prom is a once in a life thingy,so for once,let me be happy.

I'll fall deeper.

2010-11-19T23:19:00.002+08:00

OMG,I SO SMALL! K,hi i know vehh long no blogg. But i damn busy with life. Okay updates on O's first.

O's was alright. Not confident enough as some papers was scarily easy which will make the moderation veh high. But whatever. Its over:) I'll miss studying with the twins at Mac;) K,thats all.

Life have been great. Went over to Malacca recently. He is at Malacca now! Haha. Basket,i come back,he go! Had so much fun,i mean like seriously. Despite the rain,nothing can stop the Rahim's family! Love how bonded we are now. Applied for my job. Got it. Just got to wait for the events and Dassyaaaaa!! Thinking of finding another one. Should i? Or help out my mum at her stall? Sianszx~ I wanna try new stuff!! But no lobanggg! K whatever to that.

FOR NOWWW!! I AM ENTHU FOR PROM! Teehee. Bff got the same colour for prom:) Let it be a secret kay Renee^^ My prom date is also wearing somehow same colour(Y) Damn enthu please! There'll be like lucky draws and stuff! FIRST PRIZE,TIX TO UNIVERSAL STUDIOS! Fuckyeah?! Second prize is Polaroid. Third is Ipod Shuffle. Swear dunearn no longer budget! Good Job sec 3s? HAHA! But to think of it,it is our money still. LOL! K,its alright. Update soon:) The Malacca pics k^^ CHAO!

NAHH CLAIRE UPDATE LIAO!!!

Its just like that.

2010-10-12T08:33:00.003+08:00

I wished.
Aint coming home tonight mum,i'll be at limbang mac/tech whye mac or cck mac. K bye.
This point of time,i really need the strength. Thought you were the pillar. Thought i still have that someone to love. Thought someone will look at me in the eye and say'you're gonna ace your O's.' Too bad,i aint getting this. Not even from you Mum. At this point of time,where i need all the support i could get. But no. You choose to make me feel guilty inside out. Tell you what,if my results dont satisfy you. Blame yourself. I know its for my future,but i can give up at any point. You're the reason i'm working my ass off. You,yes you. I dont want your hardwork of bringing me up go to a waste. Its just like that,i'm weak. I need someone to be there for me. ALWAYS. K bye. School now. :)

Why you?

2010-10-09T02:12:00.003+08:00

I dont really know love.
I didnt know it would come to me like this.
My heart doesnt act like it want to in front of you.
If i knew i was going to be like this,
I wouldnt have started in the first place.
Like a fool,i'm regretting this love.
I wished that you wouldnt be my love.
I wished that it wouldnt be you.
You deceited me,telling me that its not love.
I hoped that it would be a passing by fate.
Because painful wounds will be left on me.
But even when i know this,i am still greedy.
It keeps getting me sad.
I thought that it was a wrong start
I thought it will be easily solved.
I believed that i could always call you
What should i do?
Where did it go wrong?
I need to avoid this love.
But i yearn for everything about you.
Now if its not you,there is no meaning to anything.
I cant contain myself anymore.
The fact that i have to erase you
Today again it makes it even more hard.

Cause this 5 month,never did i regret.
This 5 month,never i complain.
This 5 month,was worth while.
Gonna be on hiatus in WTFrip. Dont seem to be having any more readers. So enjoy your hols everyone. To o's student,lucks.

Pissed.

2010-10-05T02:01:00.002+08:00

DULAN MAXIMUM-.- So deactivated my facebook account. I swear i freaking hate it when people invate my privacy. So yeah,fucking dulan. Nightszx! Shall activate it ASAP.

J4Jade:)

2010-09-30T23:51:00.002+08:00

Okay,peace for not updating. Now one post for you all! I wanna share bout my awesome,beloved class! J4Jade! Kay,we're not parting apart like soon. But its okay. Advance. Not that i cant wait to part with you all but i just cant stand saying this already~ HAHA! Love you guys so much despite the conflicts here and there. Especially the incident of missing wallets~ Not trying to dig out the past,i've forgiven the *coughszx* But dont do it again,whoever you are. Love this class so muchh la. INCLUDING THE TEACHERS. Except for *coughAHLEEcough* Freaking hate him. Idiot! _l_
SabrinaSameon. The one forever layan me. From assembly to class to end of school. Confirm she layan my merepek. Not forgetting the rest!! But Sab special uh. Cause i have ^ nice epic pic with her! HAHAH!
The thing bout Jade is that we'll come alive only during PE. This one,we confirm awake. Especially Nicholas! Other lesson sleep. PE WIDE AWAKE! Haha! Always so hype during PE,but next lesson,maths... we'll die in class. HAHA! Still want prove?
HAH! Take that! This was during PE.We club in the middle of parade square siaaa! :D Actually this is failed jumpshot... BUT HEY IT LOOKS LIKE CLUBBIN! Kay not. But,we're so highhh and hype!!
Lastly,everyone bring camera to school. We spammmm! >:D HAHA! Cant believe i'm left with like 2 weeks in Dunearn... Which is a yay,but i guess i'll miss alot of stuffs. Like running to the gate scared of being late. Queuing up in the canteen. CUT queue also! The hole in the noticeboard. Standing outside class during interval of lessons,looking at reflection at the notice boards or looking at concourse or just day dream at the corner. Confirm will miss Haiekal's way of waking me up. Singing national anthem,saying the pledge. I STILL CANT BELIEVE I AM GRADUATINGGG!!!! :( I'll miss big bimbo and small bimbo(LYANA!!!) I'll miss,nurun nabilahh,you got to be focus,classss,please be more sensible. OHHH! I'LL MISS TELEPORTING WITH QISTINAAA!! This making me sadd:( GONNA MISS SLEEPING IN CLASS AND HAVING THOSE SUDDEN MOVE DURING SLEEP!!! Shall enjoy this last few moments in school man. As much as i HATE my school,sorry la,i really hate it. I still love the company i have. Love you guys! I swear,how much i hate the bitch and childish and erghhh! I still love you guys. 2 years with you guys,was awesomeee!!

flirting is a theraphy!

2010-09-20T16:31:00.002+08:00

This was on Saturday! Plan was to actually just go Cikgu Supandi's house but in the end.. Jalan raya~ LOL NAB LOL! Kay,went to Cikgu house. Alot turn up,which is GOOD! Still got take attendance uh! Not bad eh Cikgu!

Zal! Haha! The next couple in Dunearn eh? MEREPEK!! Then proceed to Dee's house which is at the 7th floor. EAT AGAIN! Ketat kain aku~ Haha! take pics then walked to SabS's house! Wooo,this house got alot of interesting things,like the vibrating ball,EPADD! The congkak also very funny! And this loner ownself play!

The saddest thing is that Uncle Sam dont want come out. He shy boiszx! :( HAHA! But its okay. Next time kay Uncle Sam!

Followed by Sirin's house! (Y) Had fun karaoke-ing! And menyindir the neighbour. lepas Asar ape? MAHGRIBB! Haha! I was being extremely high there. Dont know why. Maybe i obsessed with my own voice! HAHAHAHAHA!! Kay,wdf. Last house was Mus's house.

Lucky i didnt miss the cutting of cake ceremony! Damn kecoh please!! The Dad also sporting! (Y) So left early cause Nenek and family all at my house! So kecoh! The OZZY Fam also came! HAHA! Then followed Kak Ya home! And didnt talk to Jukeszx! HATE HER! In the end,the next day we spent the day together! With Kak Ya also! So nice of them,bought me the pink colour headphone! HAHA! I dont know whats with me and PINK-.-

So at night,had some H2H talk with Jukeszx! And we realise we both are hongster. Not that we like to flirt but flirting is like theraphy. Makes us happy. LOL! And i taught her some tactical movement! (Y) Tuesday,she will text him;) Hope it work! Plus i dont know why she is so oblivious! IT IS SO OBVIOUS THAT HE LIKES HER LAA! The movie,the cab! Haiyoo,all this are the guys tactical movement! So Jukeszx! MUST UPDATE ME BOUT CLORETS KAY! :D HAHA! 'A flirt will not flirt with someone they really likes.'

Now,i wanna watch Double Tap! CHAO!

Something bout love~

2010-09-16T13:19:00.003+08:00

Okay got the pics few days ago. Now then can sit down and blog. But nayyy,not gonna blog. Not in the mood. I screwed Maths paper 1 and physics paper 2. FML. Feel so damn sad now. Confirm the results will disappoint my parents and worst,disappoint myself. So yeahh,gonna work two times harder now. Kay not. More than that. Hey,pea brain,please help me in this 2 months. I reallyreally need the most out of you. Kay thanks bai.
AWESOME AUNTIES and Great Grandma! I think i'm the prettiest here:P HAHAHA!
Our family trademark,the lips:) HAHA! And that way of wearing tudung seems to be the trend in our family too! But i prefer the triangle one,this one like thr forehead big like that! Hmm,Nab,bila nak pakai tudung? ;) Oh should is say JUKESZX? HAHA!
I realise my family tree all so young one! My greatgrandma is only 70-80? Awesome right? I swear i love my family,from Mum's side,dad side,my future ehem's side. HAHAHAHAH!! Sape sape?! Kay fake. I am jut greatful to have everyone around me. :D Thank you loveszx!
See,tell me how can i not love them? SO ADORABLE! Except for Nazeera. Annoying only the face. HAHA!! Kay,fake la. Sayang kau Adik. Awwrhh,sweet nye aku. Alright,i wanna spam songs and dance naked around the living room cause i'm alone at home now! HAHAHAH! Sho people,wanna come partaye at me house? No,aku nak sleep. Kay chao! :D Anyway,more pics on FB! Check out the fireworks!

Salam Lebaran!

2010-09-14T18:50:00.002+08:00

HAHA! The only picture,i have now. The rest still with Kak Ya~ Zzzzz! I dont want add her:P But whatever,if there's a will,there is a way. Okay,so my raya was awesome! SERIOUSLY, 3 years and finally:) Syukur Alhamdullilah! Okay,i will update more when i get the other pics. Gotta start on my maths now! ANYWAY SCREW MY SOCIAL STUDIES,SHO KEWTIE GO SAY THE MOST EFFECTIVE ONE IS GRADUATE MOTHER SCHEME WHEN ACTUALLY IT BACKFIRED ONE OF THOSE YEARS! FML :( Screw Chem also. Came late and i lost around 15 to 16 marks,just like that :( Sighhh~ Maths tomorrow. FML. Kay,chao!

Wish came true:)

2010-09-09T23:17:00.003+08:00

Hallluuu~ Everytime i blog about other's birthday. TODAY I BLOG BOUT MY OWN BIRTHDAY! Haha! Okay,i'm a year older now. So what? Age is just a number.. As long as my mind is still young,i am forever young! I didnt spent it like blast or what. Usually 16 is always a blast. But its okay:)

So,it started when the clock strike midnight. All the texts came in. I wanna apologise if i didnt reply your text.. My phone died on me,not no batt. The phone jam and yeah. Cant open any text. Those who i replied,you're lucky only! So,my family including JUKESZX and BELLA was with me. And they wished me and WOOHOO! Felt goddamn hairpee plox! Then buy my baju raya. And had an early sahur at TehTarik Geylang! Then home! Didnt sleep cause waiting for YOUR text. But no. So,i slept. Woke up early,but still no :( Its okay. I intended to go back to sleep... THEN YOU TEXT! WOOOOOOOOO! I straight away bath and go Bishan! :D Met Claire and Jia.

Then met you! :D:D:D:D:D:D! Hairpee to the max. Kay,wait,wanna thank you again:) kay done! Hmmm,then breakfast at Pastamania. Its like a erm... Yearly thing for me;D AHAHA! And met up with Earnest,SAM and WHATTHING?!! Haha,then cabb home!

Went to get my Heels at Lot. Then home. Sho tired now. Phone reply.... FB reply. Tired siol! Now blogging! Very fast one. CHOPCHOP!
Okay,i know i didnt sent Raya text and stuff. Didnt even reply one!! So here it goes.

Selamat Hari Raya semua! Nab ingin menyusun 10 jari ini,memohon ampun dan maaf jika Nab telah membuat salah atau terkasar bahasa. Makan minum halalkan dunia dan akhirat. Kalau tak halalkan Monday bilang,aku da $$$ untuk bayar balik! HAHAHAHA! Kay,enjoy your day kay:)

I wont be in SG tomorrow. So yeah. See you on MONDAY PEEPS! BYE:D

OH I NEVER CUT CAKE TODAY! CB! :( AYAHHHH IBUUU,WHY NO CAKEEEEEEEE :(

Happy Birthday Dad!

2010-09-03T22:48:00.002+08:00

CHECK OUT THIS OLD MAN! HE IS 37 YEARS OLD! Haha! AND HE IS ZORRO ZAIN! Woootszx! Kay no la. He is my Dad! Well,nothing much to say bout him already la. The older her get the naggier he is. Zzzz,nagnagnag worst than my mum. But i know its for my own good:)

Oh,Dad have been doing such a good job taking care of the 5 of us. Since Mum is busy with Bazaar and stuff. Dad's been doing both his job and Mum's job. My dad is AWESOME! Well,mum you too! Dad,your present i know what to buy. But not now. Cause that thing is too ex! BUT I AM STILL BUYING FOR YOU! Wait till i get my pay:) HAHA!

Oh if i havent tell you guys my Dad is so lame but his lameness can always make someone's day! Like hanging the SG flag inside of the house and sing national anthem and say the pledge randomly. Then ask roasted to chicken to walk to the dining table by itself. Kay you all wont understand but Dad,you're just so lame in a cute way. Haha. Love you Ayah!

Lastly! I will like to thank you for this bloody awesome shit Osiris. Even tho i wanted Supra>( Osiris also can la! Anyway,i didnt buy Vans cause i think its too common already. I saw like 6 people wearing the Grey Half-cab. Lucky never buy. I DONT LIKE COMMON STUFF. Eww.

Anyway,thank you Dad once again for this:)

I'll blog about J4Jade BBQ some other time. Now busy and tired. I know i havent like blog regularly. So yeah. Sorry for that readers. Prelims is here. I should be busy mugging! Okay,see you all soon! I want sleep! Tomorrow study date with Claire Molina Yap and need to get some stuffs for my tutee! Me = tutor. WOWz right? Okay la,the pay also awesome! HAHAHAHA! Kay bye:D

Hairpee kiddy. FAKE.

2010-08-27T22:41:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA! Aku LOVE this picture. Cause it reminds of YOU. Freaking cow,so ugly like got bang by lorry 10000000 times then the face is like dragged on the road for 1000000km! HAHA! Kay,i just dont like you. Dont ask who,i wont tell:) Put that aside..... Now,i miss my favourite senior! :( Mok and Spare tyre! Rindu banyakbanyak. Bila nak keluar ni? Asyik busy jek. Satu ngan EHEM. Satu da jadi Mam. Mane ade time untuk aku kan:(
Hi,i miss you two~ Anyway,long time never blog bout my life eh. Always birthdaybirthday and birthday. August mahh! SOOO MANYMANY! Kay,before that i wanna wish the August babies again. If i miss you out,sorry uh,you got to understand that Nab is very old already,her memory not good.

Happy 17th Gomez Khoo Qi Xiang,Efa and Murni

Happy 16th SabrinaSameon,TanHongTing,Sherlyn and Rachael.

Happy 14th ClaireMolinaYap.

Kay,i know there is more. But i just cant think right now. Grrr,someone is making me damndamn worried. Can you bloody hell reply my text? I shall post bout that on WTFs. Hahaha! No emo emo here.

Kay,back to my life,eh i know you all read one but always never tagg. Well i admit that i myself dont tagg people's blog when i read them. Huahuahua,i will only tagg if like they got post about me. So yeah. Life have been school. And oh yeah,its the fasting month! (Y)

Have i blogged bout Friday the 13th? No? Kay,this is my interesting story! ;)

Went to break fast with Murni and co! Haha,awesome! All wear black except for Kimo! Haiyo! So,damn kecoh. I swear. I think i blogged bout this but didnt blog bout what happen after.. Kay,then i cabbed down to J8 to meet G. HAHA! CAB ley,NAB and CAB dont belong together hor. But for G,can la. Then went there and hehe^^ R came. And we conti to talktalk at mac. Then at around 11,i sent G home. Woahh,this G uh waste my Ezlink card only! Take MRT then take Bus. RAWR! And like NabilaaKaylie,i also got hug at the lift lobby! WOOOOHOOO! Kay,padahal cerite da lame seyyy..Kay,blablablabla. Homed.

Back to school,been putting in efforts in Chemistry. Serious,trying very hard to understand this bloody subject. And malay too! For maths,i really want Miss Yanni back or Mr Venkat better still. Seriously,i just cant pay attention in Mr Lee's class. Not to say he is boring,just that the class is... no,not distracting. Aiyah,i dont know how to explain. I just wanna be in the library with Miss Yanni and the one who drop Amaths on their own,not being forced! Oh Physics.... That one can go to hell already. I know he is trying so very hard,but i dont think i am interested in what he is teaching. Well,i like calculations,but not... to learn that way. Yeahyeah,i complaincomplain. But seriously,this is just what i feel.. Oh,i really love cations and anions! HAHA! Favourite chapter for chemistry. Hehe.

For life,went to Gram's last week. Kak Ya fetch me first,then we go ikea and shopshop! Haha,happy kid? ;) Went to queensway also,I WANNA BUY NEW SHOESZX! Then breakfast at grams. Went swensens for ice cream! HAHA! Woooo! Then slept over at Grams. I think i wanna go there later:) Oh,Jukeszx coming back on the 7th. "Nanti lebaran saya pulang." i quote. HAHAHA! Cute ke pe makcik aku satu ni! She work there not even for a year,and she already has the Indon accent. HAHA! Alot of thing is happening,well not happy fun things. So yeah,nothing much to blog bout life other than school. So yeah. Baibai lovely readers:)

Hope you like my new song.

Specially for Hongting:)

2010-08-23T22:04:00.003+08:00

Hi Handsome. I mean Hongting. So use blogging using handsome. Well,you're 16 today. NO I DID NOT FORGET. Well,i wanted to wish you face to face but... i think i'm a coward or i'm just too ego. So,you're important to me,eventho we're not on talking terms now. And i got no prezzie for you. Just hope this sincere post will do:)
Remember those time when you were in love with C? :P Hahahahahah! And your rival? E? HAHA! Kay,thinking bout it just make me LOL. Dont take it too hard. It was all in the past people. I dont know who he likes now. So,we were so close last time. So brotherhood. But dont know why we let some stewpitt stuff drift us apart. -_______-
We're gay partners! You accompanied me all the way to J8 last time. Ohmy,i cant forget that. NEVER WILL I. Then you always teach me maths. You were there when i ran away from home. Providing me with shelter and food. Thank you for that! I swear until now i owe you soooooo soooo much,that i dont know how to repay you.
Thru thick and thin,rain and shine. Against Renee,bully that cute FEIBALL of ours. Well,used too. You came over my house. Well,my parents dont like you,but after they know we've been really studying,my mum really likes you. She trust me whenever i am with you. Kay i know this is getting way too deep. But seriously,my mum really like you cause you push me to study!
I know its gonna be hard to be as close as last time. Well,i am sorry for being such a dickhead,mofo pissing bitch. But hey,i didnt mean to hurt you in a way or another! I miss you Percy Tan HongTing,AS A BROTHER. Well,life is so boring without you bullying me,making fun of my fail cheena accent and saying how bad my taste was. Like the saying,you wont appreciate things until you lose them. Altho your words were harsh at times,i kinda miss it. HAHA!

Once again,HAIRPEE 16th BIRD DAY HANDSOME!

MY FAVOURITE JUNIOR!

2010-08-16T19:42:00.002+08:00

HAIRPEE BIRDDAYY CLAIRE MOLINA YAP!!!!! FInally 14th? :P Hahaa! Remember that pic? First pic we took together! HAHAH! See,i found it i found it I FOUND IT! Hahah! Okay,this post will be just about you,how we got to know each other and how we became so close! Ohmy~

Alright,we first met outside school at the basketball court. Well,thats how i got to know Goodview clique! I skipped CCA that day to watch the Bball match at Clementi! We slacked before that,and you were really high bullying the sec 1's! And we drew lame stuff on Irfan's bandage! Haha! DILDO! Remember? remember?! Haha! Swear i am laughing typing this! ^^ So after that,we slacked almost EVERYDAY at goodview! You buy for me ice cream and waffle! Hehe,so shweet!

Move on,then we became super close,almost every day go J8! Well,the trip there wasnt as long as it is now right? Man,miss those good old times! Shushi and Green Apple milk tea! Now peppermint milk tea! Haha! Then because of you also i got to know G! Tsk! Hate you for that! But still i love you~ Haha! Hmmm,as time goes by,G not fated to be mine. Well,everyone was there for me,but you.. ALWAYS THERE GIVING SUPPORT! I thank you for that. Altho you dont like G,stubborn me,dont listen to you. This is what i get! But its alright,i still have you! Heh!
At the lowest moment of my life,you're the one that let me feel secure and cry my hearts out. Cheyy,Claire seyy! But you also never fails to make me laugh! No matter how sad i am,your blur gulliable attitude never fails to crack me up! Damn fail,seriously! HAHA! Then you let me wear your clothes for modelling~ AHAH! the bandage skirt and the dress! OHMY! HAHA! DBT! Then we didnt give up on our love,we still go to J8 despite the heartache. I love our strong love for them. HAHAHAH!!
Then when i went to Egypt and got sick,you visit me with a fail GET WELL SONN card! AHAH! You even cook instant noodles for me when it is MY HOUSE. Such a bad way to treat the guest! And you spend whole afternoon at my house taking care of me when i am like sleeping and you stonning and playing with my siblings. Haha! Feel so bad now. Haha! But that alright cause i was sick! Thanks to who? G. Hahaha!! Now,you're my lsitening ear babe! My favourite junior! Happy 14th Birthday Claire. After O's,i will want to spent more time with you and Langlang! Hahaha! I am sorry no present :( I will buy you waffles and honeydew sago okay? Promise! After my fasting month! And MAKE SURE YOU FAST! YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO LOSE WEIGHT! HAHAHA! Lovelove!

Your cutest senior that you love the most! HAHA!

time for a change.

2010-08-14T01:55:00.002+08:00

As much as i wanna cry,i gotta hold it back. I wont let this affect me. I WONT,i'm going to change. this time for real. I wanna be Nurun Nabilah Binte Mohd Zain.

Love,i am still loving you,but love doesnt have to be returned. So yeah,thanks for being part of me. Because of you,i believed in love again after *insert*. Thank you:) Last with D kay! HAHA!

As for me,i wanna be the original Nabilah again. And i swear this time,action is louder than words. What i promise,i will fulfill it. Who did i promise? MusZirah. Claire. Sab. Most importantly,myself:)

I'll blog bout Friday the 13th/Murni's Bday tomorrow! For now,my hand and finger is numb. Thanks to the bees which attacked me :(

4 lovely ladieszx!

2010-08-11T05:07:00.002+08:00

I realise i blogged about the celebation in school. So i guess here are the pics. Kay,have fun! Anyway,thats Elephant!! :D
This is Murni! When we are together,confirm plus chicken chop,kecoh. Oh must include Syafiqah too! Whoosh~ Sape nak kenal-keal,tag ye! Confirm akan aku tolong. HAHAHA!
Syahirah is the one with the book. And Seri is the one beside Elephant. HAHA! Ni la 4 kakak-kakak yang membawa cahaya dalam hidupku. CHEYYYCHEYY! Confirm they happy see their faces/name on my blog. Macam advertisement gitu. HAHA! Cant wait to break fast with the kakaks and abangs on friday! AHAHA! Anyway,i also got 1 more kakak yang asyik MIA jek. GERAMZ! Eh Sirin eh!!! >(
Kay,to sum it up. To all that are fasting,GoodLuck. This year may be tough for those who are taking O's. Those in my batch,we come in Dunearn together. We LEAVE dunearn together. No one stays behind. Ogay? And of course to the sec5s good luck also la! HAHA! Kay,i need to waste time,i dont want sleep. Hahaha,its okay la. Shall take a nap,nanti in maths class confirm tido nye! HAHA! >D Kay,chao!

Singapore turns 45!

2010-08-11T04:44:00.002+08:00

YAY! I am blogging in the morninggg^^ Haha,so i just had my pre-dawn meal~ Its the fasting month. So,time to clear all my sins! (Y) I am going to tranfrom into somebody who can withstand all obstacles. And be patience in life. Chey. Eh,I like the pic^^ Haiekal smile sia! Eh Awwabin! Kay,so National Day,went to catch the fireworks with awesome people! Mus,Zirah,Muz,Dassya, Sab,QiXiang,Dee,Su,Haiekal. Joe and JunQian joined later. So,we got a not bad spot. Seriously not that bad. Haha! Then everyone suddenly join in and happyhappy parking beside us like nothing like that. We typical Singaporeans,go and mark space just for us using shoes la,bag la,bottle la. Damn cute!
See,we got that metal thingy that acts like out mat~ Hehe. We're awesome! Oh,the crowd was like zoozoozaleyyahhh! But all so silent like cricket. They like attend funeral you know. I cant stand it! THEN NEVER SAY PLEDGE AT 20:10 hours! ONLY I SAY AND SING AND HIGH! KNNCCB! Haha. Then camwhored and stuff. We slowlyslowly go take train to Lakeside!
Hehe,love that featherfeather hairbanf! Zirah's one. And i wore it for a long time man. Me wear hairband for so long is quite..... You know right. Kay,so we thought the train confirm pack like sardine. But actually no. The tapping in is but not the train. And i hate holding the railing. HAHA! Kay,so only me,Dassya,Haiekal,Sab and QiXiang went to eat at Mr Teh Tarik. Alot of thing happened. Like we left when QiXiang wanted to find his dad. HAHA! Tak boleh carry~
So,i took 187 with Dassya to her house. Haha,we talked alot. About hehe^^ Miss my short lil senior man~ Then went to MacD with her aunt. And i salam her friend,which i thought is malay but actually chinese. FML. Haha! Slept at 3am due to the gossiping etc. Then woke up and slacked went to IMM to makan with Gab and Grace. Oh this one i must say. Gab's friend working at MacD say i look like JB! Woohoo! Somebody to loveeeeeeeeeee~ Kay,i need to do another post for the celebration in school. Got the pic already!

You pulled the last straw.

2010-08-08T13:03:00.004+08:00

Ask yourself why are we doing this? What made us like this? Ask yourself. Dont blame others. Macam mana aduannya begitulah kuihnya. Is it? Ah whatever,whatever. I wanna say that what you are is what we are. So yeah,ask yourself.
Then you ask me to check whats pilih kasih... Kay,i give you one example. Primary 2 is of course younger than Primary 5. You ask YOURSELF how you beat that P2 kid. YOU ASK YOURSELF. Your hand land a mark on her fucking cheek. YOU ASK YOURSELF. P5,do something wrong,run around.. make you laugh,hahaha.. Kay da nothing happen. So,this is not pilih kasih? You say P5 still young,how bout P2? Ask yourself. Cause i asked myself,why am i like this? And then i got an answer cause you're like this too.
Next,she smoke. Dont blame her,you too.
Know why i always dont let you end your sentence and just walk away sometimes? Not being rude,ask YOURSELF. Everytime i voice out like the Ez-link thing,well it was for both good. Yet,what you say? Again,ASK YOURSELF. You gave me that attitude when i want to reason out. So dont blame me if i gave you that attitude.
Okay,then now change the whole situation. If you listen,give and take,then maybe show some love,care and concern. Things would have been much different. Who to blame? Ask yourself.
Now dont go sacarsticly say this and that. As parents,think of how you can solve this. If you can reason it out,i agree to it. Then problem solve. Sit down. think. reflect.

even if it kills me to see you.

2010-08-06T23:09:00.002+08:00

Handsome,i miss you ley! See our shoeszx,samesame! Haha! Anyway,thanks to Hirah,my blog now is viewed by people i do not know. The pic below must have attract alot of people eh;) Check out semangat kawan ku menyebarkan blogku. Translate : check out my friends enthu,spreading my blog. HAHA!

And today i enter hall only,Murni and Elephant welcome me whole heartedly. Chey,like sombody only. Padahal kene maki. And i was like wdf did i do? In the end its my blog-.- Merepszx. Anyway,i swear this year the celebration very zzz. But the effort and the hardwork. Okay la:) I will still support! (Y) Not that bored cause i camwhored with the 4 kakaks:) So yeah.

And i am happy that WTF makes people day:) HAHA! Especially Murni's. After that went to eat and played floorball. So the student team consists of Akmal,Jannah,Dassya,Taufiq,Qistina,Aiman

Zaki and me! :) I only remember Mr Gan,Miss Cat,Miss Goh,Mr Tan,Mr Imran,Mr Boh,Mr Boo and Miss Aisyah. Haha! So we won 10 : 8! Awesome! Anyway,sorry Miss Aisyah,i smack the ball to your face. Haha! If only MZ was there. Oh no Miss Rin also. That rough player and her cute lil children. Wonder how she is doing now..

HAHAHA!!! Even the boys are scared. Cam gay eh..

Home then,bathed and slept. Damn shag and body aching like mad. Now i cant sleep. Zzzz~ Tomorrow what plan uh? Very mendak.I feel like going Malaysia! Hehe. Kay,am gonna eat eat eat! Gain weight! Anyway i pity the girls who are dieting,especially Claire. I eat as more than her also i'm still 30+kg.... Scary eh. And i'm 159cm tall! AHAHA! :D Dont tell you my weight,confirm freakout one. kay,bye! :D

Byebyebye!

2010-08-05T20:33:00.002+08:00

Hi Renee! Is the thing you saw something like this:P HAHAHA! I'm sho bad. Anyway,i damn sad cause MZ left DSS last Friday without telling any of the Jades. Since Monday i look high and low but still nowhere to be found. Until today,Hirah and co told me MZ left.... Waaa,kinda sad but yeah,its okay.

Tomorrow i thought can play intergames with you but you left. SIGHH! But whatever it is,see you teachers in court. And i forgot to buy red hair spray. LOL! Bye!

G chord

2010-07-31T18:26:00.002+08:00

Heyyooszx people. Yesterday went to Bishan Library. Well,intention was to find G. But nahh,failed. So get to meet E and JM! Been awhile since i go there. I THINK 2 MONTHS ALREADY! Haha,whatever. Anyway,this time i went never playplay,i serious study! Did Chemistry TYS and Maths paper 2! Including the graph man! Kay,then head to Claire's house for fun.
Then bitched and camwhored. HAHA! Well,mostly she took pic of me cause i love to be in pic not behind the lenses. HAHAHA!!! Love you Claire for being such a nice friend tho i now sometimes i am such a bitch who is always late to meet up and stuff. I know you still love me(Y)
Anyway,got this line from the baby pic behind. DAMN CUTE AND FUNNY!!! Kay nothing much to write. Just bored and wanna kill time.
Anyway,Sooyoung plays the pink drum,i'll play the pink guitar and i love PINK(Y) Its the sexy colour of the month!

Kay bye:) Next post is for 43662:)

Just for you,who me? YES YOU!

2010-07-29T22:22:00.002+08:00

From now on,i aint gonna care. Not even a single shit. Ahh,say only,later confim go the fb profile. This is what i hate bout myself. Always say but never do,Hongting also agree! Hah,whatever. So gave school a miss. I slept at 8 plus yesterday and yet i couldnt woke up today. I woke up at 8,sent Irfan to school with my masai face:) HAHA! Also no one on the street,dont give a damn.
Slept all the way till 1 plus? Called Muslim,and plan to go Hazirah's house at 5. So yeah,went he house. Her house is so much better than Powerhouse! HAHAH! Wii,Xbox360. Awesome(Y) Anyway,i got trashed in every game-.- But its okay,play for fun and entertainment. Like finally a day no books and pen or what. Haha,now i kinda regret. But its okay,tomorrow gonna stay in school for Night Study! :D Alright,9 plus went home. Thats about today. Boring to you all,awesome to me. Eh wait,tomorrow BISHAN with Claire. WDF. HAHA! Kkay,see you all tomorrow^^
And to Whiney Pussy Pris,PLEASE MEET UP SOON! Badly miss you siaaa!! Always wake up late one! Tsk!! Faster get back to school kay:) Miss you!

And did i say i got the noobest-irritating-FUCKYOU f----- ever? Feel like pointing middle finger to all 6 sia! _l_ Amik kau!

To Nurun Nazeera,please eh,dont be so sengkek and take my money-.- wear my clothes,please eh,if people want borrow my stuff,okay uh. You,sengkek girl? NO WAY_l_ I DONT LIKE SHARING STUFF WITH YOU! So fuck off.

26th,

2010-07-26T18:49:00.002+08:00

Hi people,save the earth okay:) I really no mood to blog,more pics on FB. Have fun.

Nice right?! Hehe,i take i take. Somehow,i can already imagine me and you doing that,confrim sweet^^ Kay,dream on. Talking bout you,its the 26th today! Second months i waiting for you precious. Sighhh~

I wont make WTF emo cause i'm putting love aside and study first now. So precious,i wont contact you anymore until O's unless you text me first:) Kay CHAO! Gonna go school for night study now. =D

No other:)

2010-07-22T16:51:00.002+08:00

Hangenggggg!! Dagingku;) HAHAH! So,my motive is to see their hair. I think Korean hairstyle not bad:)

Cute kan?! ^^ kay,i not big fan or what but yeah,just think they're cute. Go see No Other by SJ if you havent. Gahh,pretty boys FTW!

So bangs or not? Bangs like nice only eh....

DONGHAE! Haha,kay,he last time so cuteee! Now SO HOT!

It'll be fun if school uni like this for the boys,confirm they sweat and stink. HAHAHA!! Kay,bye:) No motive eh this post-.- I WANNA CUT MY HAIR! Renee Tang Eryn faster get well and cut my hair! :D

Special dedicationfor favourite aunt:)

2010-07-20T14:19:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to you.

Happy birthday to Kak JU!

Happy Birthday to you!

Sorry la,i was busy yesterday,until forget bout it. Dont angry kay:) No present but i bet you will like the picture i post,a wish come true. Your wish,me wearing a dress;) HAHAHAHA!!! AMIK KAU! Dont angry kay. Sigh,i wonder how it feels like celebrating birthday alone.. Kay,maybe not. You got your Indon friends what! But yeah,confirm sad if no love one to cut cake with. And yeah, you still have to break fast alone. Awwrhh. Nevermind,we can still webbie kay! Luvluv! Nah,my present for you! hehe!

I know you like it. Save in your Iphone,set as wallpaper tau!!!!! :D

Anyway,i have MT LC later.... But its a nice weather to sleep... SIGHH~ XIAOBEANCHAO MOTHERFARKER! Nak step peterchao jek~ Kay,bye!

you;)

2010-07-18T01:25:00.002+08:00

I LOOK SO SMALL! Haha,its okay. 86 participants man. Dunearn is awesome! No wonder alot of school dont like us. Altho our malay bahas team lost,i will like to congratulate my BFF,Syaf gile for getting the best speaker award! Awesome uh kawan aku ni! Kay,today i went to EXPO! Saw alot of familiar faces. Haha! But i lazy go say Hi. anti-sosial sia! kay whatever. So,went to flea. Nothing much,but the hairclips all so kewt! Hehe^^ Want to buy but.... *cheeky smile*

Then went to mum's stall. Damn syiok,wear the exhibitor lanyard,damn cool! Eat alot. Arabian ice cream,damn playful sia the person. Keep giving me cone without the ice cream. Last time IMM have one at the playground level 2! :D Then go the Malaysian Fruits Sale! This one more awesome. Everything also try. GOT MEATBALLSZX(Y) Then ate Bakso la dok! Kay,then skip dinning with family and meet Izzy and JunQian at Bugis.

Leeyanaaa! Sarah! We're winners;D HAHA! Kay,fake. I remembered i cycled extra round cause i love the officials! HAHA!!!! Perangai cb. Went to HJL. Love the people there man. So friendly now. No longer perangai ccb like last time. HAHA! Kay,then home:) And today i'm a happy kid^^ Bloody happy. All the rest,will be updated at PLG:) XIAOBEANCHAO!

Robot with a heart:)

2010-07-14T19:25:00.003+08:00

Hi,Hello. This innocent small kid will turn to be a robot someday. Or worst a zombie. Kay,i gonna chop chilli chop this. Schools draining all my energy. Seriously. From morning till night,lessons all the way. You know it may sound dramatic and stuff. Just ask the secondary 4. So small children,please enjoy yourself and dont do stupid stuff. Seriously. When you reach sec 4,you'll understand the pressure. Sigh. So back to school. Morning to 9PM,i'll be in school. Sucks,but for 3 more bloody months,i'll sacrifice! Hmmm,hope i pass my Chem test today:) Kay before i end this post......
Hi MOK! Happy Birthday eh! Da legal eh? Whatever la ehh! Lepas O's kite go photoshoot lagi kay. Aku jumpe satu tempat awesome ni dekat ngan rumah Sirin! HAHAHAHA! Kay,tu jek. Jangan nak merajok. BFF kau mane lupe birthday kau nye! We're the powerpuff. Kay,merepek. Bye:D
Been 3 days since we talked.. dont you miss me even a bit? :/

Sigh,ibu can you understand a single bit not? I know it is tiring for you too. But i'm taking my O's. You want me to excel,yet you giving me more pressure. Seriously,who on earth can survive 2 bloody dollars from morning to night? Kay,i know i can go home and eat and stuff. But seriously,think,wont it be troublesome for me? Wont it be tiring for me to travel back and forth? Seriously,think bout it mum,2 bloody dollars,i want eat for recess also not enough. Kay,you say bring food from home,what food?! I got the time to wake up early and cook? everyday eat bread and nutella? EVERY SINGLE DAY?! I'm not being rude but seriously,if i talk to you,you know what? You wont even let me finish my sentence and say,BAWAK BEKAL. BAWAK AIR. BALIK LEPAS SEKOLAH. Senang cakap,kalau Nabil ade kereta,tak heran uh. Ni bus. Bus kalau lepas sekolah confirm penuh. Then must wait and wait. Then lambat for tutorial,cikgu bising. WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?! Say,i went home to eat?! Nabil bawak botol air gi sekolah,tapi tekak confirm nak bende manis sekali sekale kan?! Macam ibu jugak nak air coke. Seriously,$2 for a secondary 4 student who have school until 5.15? Havent include night study yet. Its not that i dont understand YOUR situation,but put youself in MY SITUATION. Dont compare the past and now. The past,50cent already can eat. If recess i eat 1.70. I drink plain water,my stomach wont grumble at 1pm? Everytime say eat more eat more,i too skinny... Who is the one starving me mum? :( Seriously,watching my friends eat,my stomach do get upset. I've been keeping quiet. But today,i just felt that i really cant stand it and i spent the money for tomorrow on my lunch. i'm sorry. This is just bout money. How bout doing household chores? kay,i am fault using the com. But you see yourself,all the time in front of the lappy. But as a daughter,what can i say? I have no say. You can order me around,but i am also tired from a whole day in school. I AM,IBU NABILAH PENAT. Kerje sekolah,Nabilah habiskan kat sekolah. Nabilah selalu belajar kat luar pasal Nabilah bingit. Adik-adik satu hal. Nanti ibu suruh ni satu hal. Computer lagi satu hal. Nabilah betol penat. Nabilah mintak maaf kalau ni kecik kan hati ibu. Nabilah pon manusia,tau penat,ade perasaan....

you make me get a lil naughty!~

2010-07-10T19:49:00.002+08:00

So,any changes? HAHA! Just that my eyes gotten smaller and i have fringe and erm,taller and skinner right? Hehe. I still got alot more.. Half naked with Doraemon ley!! Okay,so yesterday.. i forgot what i did,only remembered meeting Gab and she pinch my arm until got bruises. Bitchy sia this girl. I so innocent,playing my game.. Make me scream like gay at Lot. TSK! Then meet Handsome. Then go YewTee meet Sher and Rach. Home around midnight. Today go National Lit Fest at NanHuaHigh. Their school freaking big sia. So,Dunearn lost for both. But still,i really enjoyed watching debates. I always want join but scared. No confidence. Like this how to be lawyer uh Nab?! Okay,whatever. I so happy,cause i get to exercise my eyes today ^^ HAHAHAH! Ngai,but nehh,my heart says no. Only precious. And Miss Tan say precious look bitchy sia! Damn it. Its okay de! I still love;) Kay,then went to meet ClaireMolinaYap. Had lots of fun and laughter. HUAT UH! Twister FTW! Kay,shall go PLG now. Fell damn cranky.. I do not know why. And i find HORNY jokes fun! Check this out....

PENISHOLE FOR THE WIN LA! Its okay de to be famous like this;) So just now at Claire's house... We wanted to watch i dont know what movie. Then we didnt know where to watch free movies. So we called....E. He said Goggle. Then we called again,Manfred go say,eh you know any website that can watch porn? Claire wanna watch. HAHAHA!!!! Damn funny sia. Then Claire initiate to play Twister cause we cant do anything at her room. I shall list some for you all..

1.) Cannot lie on the bed unless you bath and change clothes in her house. You sick and want die also must diedie sleep on floor.

2.) Cannot throw tissue at the fountain fountain.

3.) Cannot talk to Faith Molina Yap.

4.) Cannot play with Sarah's hamster,can only stare and see from the cage-.-

5.) Cannot play with the laptop,this applies to Gerald Teow only. HAHAHA!

Idiot right. Hate the rules uh! So played Twister. Damn crack sia. Kick the ass la. Touch the birdbird la. I down there laugh until grow 6 packs sia! You can lick it babeh~ HAHA! I kid. kay,then gave horny joke. I only like this one,who can answer it,other than Claire,Gerald and Manfred,i treat you 50cent Milo! :D

What is the similarity between a Rubik's cube and a Penis? HAHAHAHAHAH!!!! Have fun^^

And to JustinBieber's fans... Come do this and confirm you see him in front of you. Confirm plus PORK chop one! (Y) The nose okay. MUST BE THE NOSE! But he look gay. So yeah.. HAHA! Kay,i shall go off now. Hope i put a smile after reading this^^ Hehe. Kkay,chao!

Dont come and go...

2010-07-07T22:20:00.002+08:00

When you're gonna stop breaking my heart? I am not sad,i am not angry,i just feel used. I wont put any more high hopes. So yeah,hope everything will be alright for you and your dad:) Smile! Cause i did today with 60.9kg:D

Thank you Miss Andrea Lim for the Pizza.

Thank you Miss Claudia Tan for the H2H talk.

Thank you Mr Zakir for telling us the lame stories of yours that make me crack up in class.

Thank you Mr Lai for dropping my books and say,'she is not here right?' when i am right in front of you! Haha! Mr Lai the best uh!

Thank you Miss Yani for just being there.

Thank you Mr Venkat for the motivation eh^^

Lastly,Miss Au,i miss youuu :(

Kay,bye! I know this is lame,but oh well! I am happy i finish my SGC already^^ Nights.

i will survive.

2010-07-06T19:47:00.002+08:00

Renee,i swear i didnt crop you out. Okay,Friday is my MT O's oral. And i'm here,blogging-.- But i'm so bored and i just felt that i wanna post about ONIONS? :/

You all might be wondering,why am i so random.. Just now went i saw my mum cutting the onions,i realise that our heart is just like the onion. Every layer of skin you peel,it gets smaller. But the smaller it is,the more your eyes will get watery. Like the heart,everytime it breaks,it'll get smaller. Tho when it gets smaller,there will more tears. But the awesome thing is,the heart will get stronger! So dont think that heartbreaks,its the end of the world Nab. You gotta stay strong. I believe i can do it. Time will heal. For now,i shall just shut it down. I wont shed a tear,i still got pride. Pride and Ego are different. Lastly,love may be wonderful,yes it is.. But at this age,you know you'll get yourself heartbroken. Not saying only the teenagers,but not all realtionship last. The choice is yours. Happy or Sad. I say like this like i just broke up in relationship only. Alright,i dont feel good. Bye:]

until you were gone.

2010-07-03T23:05:00.003+08:00

HAHA! Pandai dia pose at the camera! Anyway,today whole day i sit on sofa,shake leg! HAHA! Watch tv,play lappy. And texting ^^ hehe! Hairpee ttm. I'm home alone today too. Sighh! Should have met you man! But lucky my BBP,accompany me^^

So,i camwhored with her abit! ^^ HAHAHA! I dont know why but i happy kid today!
she smells nice(Y) Okay,got the pics from Renee! Time to update you guys!
Happy Bday Izzy,NOT! HAHA! Like her bday only:P Anyway,MIB gathering was awesome. Really luv each and everyone of us! Played true or dare. Standard game when slacking! Nicole,Rin and Mary? came to join us. Since table only have 6 seat,so we went to the playground. Then its just between us stuff. Laughter here and there. =D And then to Pus's house to study!! Love her mum ttm! Keep feeding us! (Y)
Then home. Actually alot of happenings,but i lazy to type out cause my Argentina lost :( I emo kids. Sighh :(
Anyway,yesterday was a bad hair day! My fringe got screwed due to the rain. HAHA!
The 2 small kids in MIB. Still got Izzy! AHAHAH!
This bitch who happy happy grab my boobieszx! HAHAHA!! Okay,my Argentina lost. 4-0 F upside down uh! Precious confirm happy la! GERMany won. Pop champagne la you >(

Da bye. I wanna text precious;D

i still love you.

2010-07-03T01:04:00.003+08:00

Cute right this cutie!! I slept with her for the past few days! And she took more than half of the bed sia! See how much i love you Putih Dont die on me kay. I know you old,you're the only living thing i can trust 100%. No matter how much i whine to you,you still listen and kiss me. Luvluv!
MEET KIMO JUST NOW! >

Okay,today school = awesome! Just love the combine recess. The MIB reunion! And dont forget, we own the dancefloor! Also love the song dedication from Principal;D Study hard,work hard! And what da ya want from me! Suppose to eat Pizza. But hor,this bimbo of mine,didnt know that Pizza is not open at 9.15 am! HAHA! So postpone to Tuesday. Its okay. Then during Sastera.. I drew whales and dolphins! Nab can be a future artist! Somemore make poem okay;) Its a unique poem! Susah datang punya! Merepek tapi gerek! Okay now golek! So Cikgu treat me DOUGHNUT! Hehe. Eat with MIB + lower sec Claire Molina Yap. Awww,not all the time Claire gets to eat with us. Then MT which bahas again and again. Just realise my class alot of same name. SabrinaS + SabrinaZA. Lyana + Liyana. Syazwan + Syazwan. Haiekal + Haikal. Nabilah + Nabilaa. SyafiqahS + SyafiqahF. AmiraK + Amirah. Last time got Zaki + Zaki. And HafizL + HafizJ. HAHAHA!! 9 pairs. Awesome ke pe! Then after school,Goodview + MIB gathering. This one more awesome uh! Miss those time when we always slack together everyday without fail. Now the sec4s got serious study to do.. So,you small kids bear with it kay! ;D

Venice,you nice country.. But hor,why you so complicated one!!! I cant even do the essay man! Anyway,i remember at Genting got this boat ride,then can throw coins in the water and make wish. And that time at Gram's watch this vid of me,8 years old..... Damn paisey siaa. Family say 3 years later,we play again,see how much we have become. ZZZZZZ! Anyway,after that i didnt feel great after the gathering. I went home. Home,com,maths and slept. SYIOK UH! Slept with that kitty up there. Keep me warm. Hehe! Anyway,bout the MIB outing,i got type but i dont know go where. So i'll update on that tomorrow when i get the pics from Renee! Now chao!

aint nothing but a heartache. aint nothing but a mistake :(

my first kiss went a lil like this:D

2010-07-01T14:37:00.001+08:00

So tell me whats the first? HAHA^^

I'll remember that hug for the rest of my life. HAHA! Anyway,i happy kid,new songs in my MP4:D But i sad kid,never hear from precious stone for 54 hours already :( HAHA! Precious stone ke pe. Anyway,gotta go now. Am gonna makan and study or maybe sleep first then study! Kay,chao!

not gonna raise the white flag;D

2010-06-29T21:25:00.001+08:00

STUDIED WITH THIS MOFO! AWESOME!!! :D

i'll never break your heart!

2010-06-28T13:43:00.003+08:00

Today,i wasted my time. Went to school,had some assembly which is like the same thing for 4 bloody years. Except that we have new teachers! I LIKE I LIKE! HAHA! Nab perangai! BUT THE SAD THING,MY MISS AU NOT TEACHING ENGLISH ANYMORE! I CAN DIE WITHOUT HER LOVE! She call me princess and angel leyy :( *pause* got message! HAHAHA! Kay done,that was not needed but its G;D HAHA! I happy to the max! Kay,so yesterday hit town with Izzy and Roy! (Y) Awesome,just love the way they dance and sing in the train and bus. Then we went tamp. Slackslack. Left for woodlands. Did some stuff.. Which got me,izzy and roy sad.. Well,i was veryvery sad. Like seriously,can breakdown one. However,I AM STUBBORN AND I WILL STILL LOVE YOU! Heheh! ^^ And yesterday was the sway-est day in 2010. Cb sia. Damn dulan with SMRT already la. _l_ Sakit hati jek. Make me sweat for nothing,in the end take cab home-.- FARKKK! Wasted sia! Seriously,feel so dulan now. But its okay,the cab uncle quite nice. He tokyo drift uh! (Y) Then today school... Assembly,then Andrea's talktalk bout the SGC? Then recess,which is half an hour now-.- Want us choke to death is it? But,the top student can eat slowly. HAHA! Maths for 2 periods and i'm done! Then went home. SYIOK UH! I think i bathe then sleep. =D Kay,chao. Love you Claire,for being the daily reader of WTF and PLG:D

i love mum i love dad!

2010-06-27T00:41:00.002+08:00

Thats the egyptian ABC you know! And that spells my name. Cool right?! Wanted to buy for some guys like Fred,Hongting and Gerald,but too ex la. Egypt damn ex. And me always get cheat one. Sighh :( Never going there again. Dubai;) Hehe!
COOL SIA! Pink and blue! But pink and green better;D
Check out the ahlian! HAHA! Ni bad wor Claire. We like go trekking in the middle of the night sia! Cool;D But actually NO! :P
We both just cut our hair on that day! HAHA! Izzy like promote professional studio only eh;)
Group Photo! HAHA! As you can see... I am waiting for my dad to come home cause he is going to buy PRATA CHEESE FOR ME! Happy to the max! Okay,today i am being pampered like a princess. I LIKE(Y) Why must 26th go? WHY! Okay,my post this few days no motive eh. But who cares. No more emo post at WTF. All i shift to PLG already~ I realise my blog no more readers. SO BYEBYEBYE!!

26th!

2010-06-26T21:46:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA! Anyway,only malays will understand this. BLOODY FUNNY! Super direct translation. BANANA TO FRUIT TWO TIMES and CROCODILE LAND and PLAY WOOD THREE! HAHAH! Okay,sorry,i'm lolling alone down here. I LOVE THE 26th! I felt like the only child today, Boring but AWESOME!

you're the thunder and i'm the?

2010-06-26T13:19:00.002+08:00

I finally find this picture wor~ Now,i tak look forward pon nak raya. Confirm confuse. HAHAHA! So,borang borang borang sat. Gonna do some work then gonna go out i think. Who is up to go Bishan library with me? :D Hehe. Claire,out,cause got celebrate Mum's bday. Hongting,out! He at church race! Renee? OUT,she have that camp. Sigh,friends all busy uh. WHY AM I NOT BUSY!!!! This cannot be man~ I shall find something to do;D

Anyway,starchinesemovies getting boring sia. All my chinese dramas.. Anyway,check out Naked weapon. Its nice. Bangkok Andrelin also nice. Kay,i dont know why but this fighting fighting movies like making me interested in fighting man! Who say girls can fight. HAIYAK!

kay,borang post. I shall find something to do. CHAO!

as long as you're happy;D

2010-06-24T23:05:00.002+08:00

Hi,i admit i'm a loser.. HAHA! But yeah,i am okay now! Must be Claire's noodle and MIB wor~ Thanks bitch! :D Anyway,i hate that brown medicine. Taste like shit,colour also like shit. Hmm,okay main point,i wanna go out tomorrow since i am well already! LIKE FINALLY! A total of 11 days being sick. So,i am healthy again! Except for the youknowthatpain.. Okay,then today i did some chores. So awesome! I need to cut my hair,its like ticklish when i sleep you know. Because of my hair,i dont like to take picture now:/ So,sorry for the covering of face and stuff. HAHA! And,i will only get Egypt pics by the end of next month. Damn loser. -.-
Check out the error on someone's get-well-sonn card:P HAHAHA! Okay,i came online just to see if you were. But no. Kay so bye:D

cause its over this time.

2010-06-23T17:51:00.002+08:00

Awesome siaaa(Y) If *insert*,confirm plus chop,my leg break uh! HAHAHA!!! :P Kay,family all out in malaysia. Still sick. Sighh~ Missed the lit thing today. Lucky they never go town~ Buat malu Dunearn jek!
So,eversince i came back from Egypt,i never step out of the house to meet my friends or what sia :( Miss them truckloads. MIB to Bishan to Pasir Ris to Egypt. HAHA,kay maplek! So,spent my days with them^^ Hehe,except Nazeera,who is not at home.. Had so much fun,watching movies. TKTGTKTG ALL THE WAY EH! Those small kids i got H1N1 flu. TSK! Selsema Babi eh~
I also miss my personal favourite in class. Haha! B-Square yoh! Kay,in fact i miss everyone in school. SHould have gone school today. Argh! Why am i so weak-.- I realise lots of things have change. *coughsCLAIREcoughs* But nevermind,she is nice. She,Hongting and Mufiidah came over last 2 days! Mufiidah even bought for me waffle you know! So touched la! In the end she kena bully by my siblings! HAH!
Nice kan nice kan? Anyway,i also miss Sarawak sia. Remember kain pelekat aku! HAHA,miss being a joker to you guys. Whoosh,we must have gathering sometimes kay. NO DANCING! =D

Now,i'm gonna watch KUNGFUKID! Nope,not KarateKid,it is KUNGFUKID! I wasted a day on your profile siak. WDF is this. AND WHY MY BLOG NO MORE TAG:( I sad muiz la. BYE LA! I MISS MY CHINESE SHOW ALREADY ALSO! NAIZE ONE!

Happy Father's Day!

2010-06-20T13:30:00.002+08:00

Hi MAT REP! Happy Father's Day! No pressies,but its good enough to have your picture on my blog you know:D

First,i wanna thank you for taking care of me when i'm sick. Break the medicine cause i cant swallow the pill. Then buy fruits cause i hate the taste of the medicine. Ohoh. Then also you bring me out to date. Just you and me. Watch movie,eat pizza. Then the waitress will walk pass our table and keep smiling at you. PERASAANNN!! So BHB,BDT you. But i got to agree you dont look like your age.. Overall,you're awesome dad,excluding your sacarsm! HAH! Bile nak belikan kasut Vans lagi? HAHAHA! Sayang ayah!

a week more...

2010-06-19T02:25:00.002+08:00

Haha,one of my ex. ;D HAH! Perangai dustbin seyy! She is so hot la! But at HSM3,she looks fat. Right? Altho her voice irritating,as long as pretty and talented,i like:D
Hope tomorrow's plan will work^^ i cant wait! lalala~

karmas coming to pay me back~

2010-06-18T23:07:00.002+08:00

HEYYAA! Egypt was okayy. Excluding the food and i got sick,the rest was okay~ I love the second last day,shopshopshop! ^^ I wont talk much bout it cause i havent get the pics from Uncle. Actually there is video too but the video cam got lost somewhere... HAHA! I'm s-s-sorry!

day 1 ; Check in hotel,then go see Pyramid! Naize! Then lunch. At first,we like okay la the food here. Then like everytime almost the same thing,got jelak of it until i can vomit sia~ Then go some mosque. Well the who trip is mostly visiting mosque! And i got make friends at Egypt! Sam,Amer,Said,Mustafa and Aziz. As you can see,all this are guys! HAHA! Amer and Mustafa are our next door neighbour. Haha,on the second last day had a tiff with cousin and sis. So cousin and sis went out of the room and sit at the lobby.. So i was worried i went to the lobby and saw them talking. So i joined. Amer and Mustafa isnt from Egypt anyway,they are from Canada and they know Justin Bieber. Gab will like this~ HAHA! Anyway sorry for sidetracking. HAHA! I dont really wanna talk bout Egypt uh. I'll blog about it when i get the pics:) Kkay,tomorrow got plan with Claire Molina Yap! HAHA! You know i know hor Claire;D

And,JUKESZX IS BACK,but she left for HongKong today and she stalks my blog -.- Hi mak cik indon dan gemok dan hitam. HAHAHA!

Ohhh,yesterday i went to Angsana and Jesco Pesco? Makan ice cream~ Sick also eat ice cream! HAHA! Can what~ As long as i'm happy. And Kak Ya! Dont forget my WhiteGreen sweater! 8D thank youu! Love you 2!

sugar rush~

2010-06-05T14:43:00.002+08:00

It will be like 8 more hours. And sighh,i havent even pack my luggage. HAH! HOSEH for me. Gonna watch 'DARAH' M18;D Then pack? I dont know. Really dont have the strength to do anything. Anyway,7 11 has this promotion,JOLLY SHANDY is at 2 for $2! HAHA! Kay,random.
Oh,met Mus and Zirah just now^^ Hehe,cute couples. And Mus was being extraordinary cue today by *hehehe* Okay la,i see no point in the post.

I've just backspaced one whole paragraph. Sighhh~ Kay la,maybe its time to watch Darah! YayhehoooO! If i wanna leave,i dont wanna leave with regrets. Hence,expect the unexpected:/

false hopes:(

2010-06-05T00:06:00.002+08:00

A leopard never changes it's spots. Hi Claire Molina Yap. Nurun Nabilah is gonna prove you wronggggg! YOU ARE SO WROGNGGG!
Awesome 'O' Heyy,big boy,you can do this,then say you've pass making an "O" HAHA! Damnnn~

Anyway,i'm here to tell you guys that i'm going to Egypt tomorrow and i have not started to pack my luggage. AHAHA! I dont feel like going anymore. Seriously. Here i am on your facebook page. Waiting for you to online. But when you are,i wont even chat with you but wait will you chat with me. Sighh,Nab its time to draw the line of determination and desperation. You got the answer right in your face. What is yours will eventually be yours. What is not,no matter how hard i try,it will never be. FORK YOU JB FOR SAYING NEVER SAY NEVER! :(

Thanks XiaoFred,Firz,Pris,Huifang,Nic,Jacky and co for spending the night with me. And Pris worr,so sak-ki! HAHA! Played Bluff. I'm such a good liar. Spent time together. Got abit..... :( I really dont know what to do. Nab is veryvery weak. Abit only VOMIT! HAHA,Fred say put a 'L" on my forehead! CCB! Then i went home after Daddy call. Sighhh~

This is my LIL BRO! JADEN SMITH! Cute right? My blog song also sang by him. Hehe,i like i like! Just take a look at the way he dance. Dance=you? Sighhh.. Okay,i shall head to bed. Waking up early tomorrow,gonna pack my bag. Maybe i really need a holiday. A break from all this. :) And to my friends,dont worry,i wont be mummies or tissue or pyramids back! I'll bring back only A BOTTLE OF SAND. So,each and everyone of you will get a pinch of sand from EGYPT! HAHA! Afterall,its the thought that counts right;D Appreciate it wor! If not>( Okay la,joking.. I'll try kay. If i think that the stuff is stupid like for example,keychain-.- nope,not gonna buy. Sand is unique sia! Seriously,think about it. HAHA! Kay la,see you all in a week's time! CHAO!

I know you dont care anymore. But remember the last 11 days? Every single word in that text GMH. Now? Not angry,just abit disappointed that my hopes being demoralised. I know that text was indirectly asking me to give up. Well,i got nothing to say,but all i want you to know is that,even if you like me no more,doesnt mean i must do the same. I'll hold on but when time pass,i know eventually i'll get over it. For now,bear with the ~~emo~~ post. Sighhh. Sameon says if you sighh too much,you'll get old early. I dont know how many times i've sighhh today.

You know what i'm hoping? You'll be at the airport tomorrow. Waiting for me at the departure hall. Wanting to say goodbye to or something. HAH! NAB,YOU THINK TOO FAR ALREADY! FML.

Gotta blast~

GEMstone.

2010-06-02T20:28:00.003+08:00

Sighhhhh..

Se's indecisive. She cant decide. Well,how can a buang face like me get a hot girl like you. Well,we are 2 worlds apart. And i believe one day this world will collide. Sighhhh...

Now at library with handsome. Thanks handsome,you're my BFF #3;D Hehee. He accompanied me to check my FB. Thanks Handsome;D

And i wanna make it clear now. I'm gonna share it with the whole world.

I know i was a hongster,player and everything unpleasant to girls. Everyday,meet at least 3 different girls. Texting a bunch of girls. Well,that was a few weeks ago. When i was so sick and numb of love. I am so tired of clapping my hands alone. However,things changed after i realise my heart's missing you. Something precious is missing. And thats you,G. Now,readers of WTF will be my witness. I will not look at other girls. I will keep my eyes to myself. Lockmy heart for you. And my mind on studies! This is how much i love you. And i'm serious:D

i finally realise that ~~HONGSTER~~

will never ever find true love.

And if you just realise,what i just realise,

wont it be perfect for each other,and we will never find another.

Sincerely typed by Nab specially for GEMMA TAN.

there goes wtf.

2010-05-26T23:23:00.002+08:00

ATTENTION READERS!
I'LL BE ON HIATUS AS
1.) Mum cut the internet.
2.)O's are coming.
3.)I NEED TO STUDY.

So yeah,3 reasons. So yeah peepo,miss me yeap. Before that...

I went to RP for the Momentum Dance Festival. Support RP friends and you:) Nice performance. 10 bucks not wasted. And going with people who i dont know was okay too! They're so friendly. Got the first row which is totally rick it! And do people look taller on stage? :/ Everyone look so big~.~ In conclusion,tonight was awesome. Especially you:)

Okay,gonna slack with Pussy,HT,G and Fred now! Nights readers. Miss me hor! =D

dreamgirl.

2010-05-24T13:56:00.002+08:00

Hi,i'll blog more later. For now,thanks girls for spending the evening with me. And LET ME PLAY WITH DRY ICE AND FREE SWENSENS ICE CREAM! Haha,luvluv!

you're my dream girl. my one and only. she's my dream girl. Just me and her against the world~ CHAO!

one last one,and i'll take you away(:

2010-05-21T20:42:00.002+08:00

In this world,i only love my Jukeszx! Hehe! ^^ 3 more weeks! I tak sabar you~ Baby ganyot i. I lurblurb you! HAHAHA! She's the only one who still believe in me. Kalau la dia kakak aku. Mesti best. We will gossip till early in the morning altho i dont know her friends,but she will just continue to bitch bout them. Then about Mr. O who left her on the first day of raya! SUCH A BASTARD! If i see him,i'll give him a suckaa punch! Then we play make up~ waaaa! I love my oldold single aunty! HAHA:P Faster come back,i'm officially missing you! Anyway,i cant find other pics just me and her. So... No choice..

triple date or whut? ;D Okay la~ Went to Bishan on one of this days. Played Hide&Seek catching at JM's condo. Then played Truth and I've never. Cute siaa we all! Went J8. Then home. Whoosh~

Cant stand my face. Damn candid,but i think candid face is cool:D

I AM NOT GOING TO LISTEN TO YOU. I SHALL JUST SHOW YOU THE BIRDFACE! I WONT GIVE A DAMN. CONTINUE PULLING ME DOWN,CAUSE I'LL JUST STAND BACK UP. :D

Today went to Taopayoh. Waaa,basket.. We're like lost souls. Met up with Bazil at Yisun. Then train to TP. Then walk to somewhere with Bazil's friend. Then walk to YellowPages. Took bus. Then we saw CHIJSaintwhatever.. So,we drop off. No ballons Nothing. G say just go in,hence we just went in. So confident. Then the security shout,'NO MALES ALLOWED IN THIS SCHOOL!' FAIL man! Then walked a longlong way to the other CHIJ. G better thank me for coming down lor:D

Then slacked around,and watch the performance. Kay la,the dance was awesome. But the band.. Dunearn's better. Then went J8,intention to find JM but she still at AMK. So,i head to Lot first. Then met Jason. Fred went off to BPP. While i go slack with Jason. Played daidi with his friends. Waaa,Nab own the last game! 3 twos and 2 aces House of King;D Awesome! If play at casino. Confirm rich! HAHA! Then home. Now aku hungry. Shall makan later.

To you my friend,i am sorry for being such a bitch. I know i was wrong to be angry because of a relationship. Why let a 3 years friendship go down the drain because of a girl? I dont think we can be as close as we used to be. All i know,i just dont like making the first move. *wait,isnt this the first move?* Kay,well Dassyalina. I am sincerely,honestly Sorry. Maybe you dont come to my blog anymore. Well,i'm just sorry. Its been 2-3 months since we talked. And i really miss you. Swimming,Slacking,Movies and Simply just waste time together. I miss you Dassya ): Will you forgive me? :/

what about us?

2010-05-20T23:12:00.002+08:00

My life is colourful,according to Cikgu!
I'm Jukeszx Little Rainbow!
Tomorrow CHIJ.
Sunday meet up with Hirah and Sirin.
Saturday gonna sleep all day long.

My life have been sleeping,eating and com. Awesome! (Y) I lazy to go out nowadays cause weather so hot. In my room,i on air con,on my bed and sleep. Waaa,syiok! Today after school i went home straight. Watch some chinese drama. Double Tap and A man called Hero. Naize! Then i sleep cause i dont know what else to do. Woke up at 8. Then i eat. And play com until now. No life but woooo,so relaxing! I like!

Anyway,my date with Nicole was awesome. Got take pictures but... Its for me to steam kodok tengok sendiri and syiok sendiri. You all dont kpo:D HAHA! aaaooommm!
And now its getting late. I wanna sleep. Kay bye.

hope everything is gonna be alright for you tomorrow or in 45 mins more? :/ Like you care if i care. Hmmmm...

love is something i dont need:D

2010-05-19T17:09:00.003+08:00

Love is something i dont need;D

Its a want.

Nicole Scherzinger,fohhhh! Tomorrow lunch date with her^^ wootszx! See you tomorrow HUNNEH!

Tonight meeting Nelly. Hehe^^ Midnight movie! Hot la dia! I suke! Perut dia tak boncit cam you semua! HAHAHA! See you later baby!
Lastly,i like Kimberly's hair. Tapi fierce sangat uh. Nanti kene bantai! HAHA! Fui~

Her lines reminds me of Fred and HongTing! Man,girls also can do lines. June Holiday uh! Set go!
Today i slack at home the whole day! I declare holiday already. Tomorrow coming school la. Cause at home so boring. Today i watch alot of PCD's vids and other ladies vid. Music videos:) Changing blog song soon to BEEP! HAHAHAH! do you know that no,dont mean yes~ HAHA! Kkay,gotta blast!

*edited..

I'm here to publicise abit on Puspa:) Wooo,miss them,especially si Murni and Gila! Cam da lame tak nampak dorang!

Dunearn's malay dance-PUSPA SARI and some other schools will be involved in KARYA 2010. We will be dancing to LIVE music by Sri Mahligai. Its a one-night show by Azpirasi Dance Group, along with special syf performances by us and 3 other secondary schools and 4 JCs.

date : 29th May

venue: yew tee CC multi-purpose hall

time : 8pm

tickets going at $5. can be purchased at yewtee cc main office or just ask mr supandi if he can get it for you. *copied from Ifaa's blog* Kay YOU ALL MUST COME! If you wanna see me,NURUN NABILAH perform. Its rare you see,so once in a lifetime opportunity! Must go^^ Hehee. Altho its 2 days before MT O's. You all should relax and chill abit right? ;D Okay GO!

when no one you can trust.

2010-05-18T13:38:00.004+08:00

waiting for that one day,when i reallyreally cant take it anymore. For now,i'll treat this house like a hotel. A place to eat,sleep and play com.
Lets just continue this stuid game. If you think you're winning,think again cause i'm wayyy ahead of you:) CHAO!

no more.

2010-05-16T21:52:00.002+08:00

Hi,if i'm a bad boy... Here's how it goes. I'm gonna flirt with you,then diss you. I'll send you mixed text,hit on your friends,lie to you and i'll lead you on so you'll fall for me. I'll make you happy for a night and completely ignore you tomorrow. You'll be my spare tyre. The one i turn to when i'm bored. When i need a friend or just make my self esteem higher. And the best part will be,you cant do anything about it as you love me and doesnt wanna lose me. HA!

But that if i'm the bad one. But now i'm ignoring you not because i'm using you... I wanna see how much you'll care bout me. If i dont text you,its not that i dont think of you,i'm just waiting for your text. Frankly speaking,i am missing you. But just great,you have the love of your life now. It that makes you happy,then suit yourself:)

Anyway,i wanna wish my botak brother a happy birthday!

Happy Birthday MUSLIM! :) Another year to legal age^^ and you can drive me to town again! hehe!

Today marks the worst day of mai lyfe. Shall just fuck it. BYE.

Somethings cant be force.

2010-05-14T17:29:00.003+08:00

Hi kawankawan:) Aku rindu spare tyre and si gemok tu uh~ Da lame tak lepak-lepak ngan dorang. HAHA! Aku masih ingat mase kite sesat dekat punggol. Abeh nak puasa yok yok! Abeh Sirin stop kite. Aiseymann! Abeh suruh aku gi toilet semua pasal nak belikan aku cake yang in the end hancur. Awwrhh,we need to catch up on each other man! :D Oh oh! Aku pon rindu hantar Sirin balik then jalan all the way from teck whye to home and emo-ed all the way~ HAHA! I love sending people home. The one around my house area only;D HAHA! Anyway, major paper for Mid-Year da over! Left with Physics and Chemistry MCQs. I screwed up my science. Hope maths will not fail till like 20 - 30. At least 45%,i'll be happy enough. Dont make me feel so demoralized uhh ): Literature,my one and only hope. English,Science and Combined Humans,GONE CASE I TELL YOU! Malay still boleh tahan. Thats it,only 6 subjects. So syiok! No school on Monday:D And guess what? Malay O's is like 3 more weeks? >.< Really regretted slacking in sec 3 man! You all out there,work hard now. If not later chiong like mad in sec 4. Hinting to Prisss:P HAHA!

Irfan looks handsome here. Tho his hair masai. Man,miss those times when we will always go Malaysia and eat eat eat. See la,from gaining weight now i'm losing again! HOW TO TRAIN THOSE FATS TO MUSCLES?! I DONT EVEN HAVE FATS! Anyone kind enough to donate me some fats? :/

I'm picking back up my books. I really dont wanna disappoint you. If only you just put in some faith and support for me. Really...

Everyone says i deserve better. Everyone asked what do i see in you?

My reply to them was I've gotten the best. My answer was Everything they cant see. =D

Charlo! :D

cinta dunia remaja!

2010-05-12T22:01:00.003+08:00

HIS HAIR SO NICEE! I think.... i thinkk.. Not la~ So nice,wont look nice on me. I want cut mushroom leyy. Like the beetles or something? HAHAHA! Kay la fake. =D
Sweet ke pe?!

Hahaha,kkay,all the pic here are random. My life is boring. Seriously. If not go down Bishan,i'll be at Gombak or CCK. Boring right? I know. So long since i went to town. Hmmmm... Its okay:D Anyway,i love my lit papers. Hope i'll pass it(Y)
I'm sorry ): I promise i wont let this affect me anymore. SERIOUS:D Especially my GREEN BOLSTER! :) Anyway,while tumblring... I came across this 2 hair. Freaking cool! Love it. First the colours;D

The green one!! OHMYGAY! So kewl. After O's? Tapi confirm nanti Nenek petpot.. Lecehh uh leceh.. Tak pe,i still do it! Dont care:D But mine will be a bit lighter,not those lime green but just green:D HAHA! Think too far sia aku!

This post is no motive,i'm just bored and lazy. BYE:D

not that i meant to..

2010-05-08T21:10:00.002+08:00

i'm sleepy but i dont have the courage yet to go home.
Sorry Mum.
and if you see this,Happy Mother's Day.
i'm fine out here,dont worry. I'll be back once i have the courage to face the music.
Once again,Happy Advance Mother's Day.

2010-05-06T20:52:00.003+08:00

Khaliesah and Bella!

I shall leave this space for awhile. See you guys around. BYEBYE:D

actually,i am not :)

2010-05-06T18:57:00.003+08:00

Today...
i slept during maths.
i played soccer during PE.
i joked around during SS.
i talked to Mr Zakir during reccess. *HE IS NICEEE,REALLY!!*
i slept during malay.
i slept during malay lit.
i did maths during chem.
i went to do my testimonial halfway.
i sway met Miss Au.
i listen to her talk.
i was rude.
i finally let it out.
i cry.
i go toilet.
i met up with HT and Claire in canteen.
i went out of school.
i went to coffee shop.
i ate Soto Ayam.
i went back to school.
i went to meet Mr Venkat.
i went for detention.
i studied ss.
i failed studying ss.
i end detention.
i went to lot.
i buy sushi.
i went to eat it with friends.
i went home.
i use computer.
i am waiting for someone to online.
i havent bath.
i think i should go bath now.

Tomorrow..
i go school.
i sit for exam.
i get my paper.
i write my name.
i write my class.
i write my register number.
i go to sleep.
i wake up.
i hand in my paper.
i go out of school.

I love my life:D
I know this is irritating.
I just find this funny.
I think i should stop.

KKAY AKU STOP. I know i am destroying my life. But i dont care. Rather than i be sad,i'll be happy now:D
Daripade aku buang mase sedih-sedih,lebih baik aku bergembira.

shut up and let me go ):

2010-05-04T23:02:00.003+08:00

DW,HT,Earnest,Claire,Jm and me! :D
Travelling to Bishan/AMK isnt that far or long or draggy anymore. So used to it. HAH! Okay,alot of stuffs have happened. Quite shitty tho. Dont feel like telling wtf here. Just to tell all my readers,contact me thru MSN. Dont bother texting me. Unless...... I text you first. Or something? Okay,will update you guys soon.

I love this 2 people alot! They're the one that have been travelling for end to end with me! Thanks guys:D

Check out our 'brothers' shoes:D GAY BUT CUTE RIGHT?! I WANNA BUY THE PINK SHOELACE! Fucking cute siaa! SERIOUSLY DO NOT,I REPEAT DO NOT TEXT ME! I know you'll miss me,but pleasepleaseplease,dont text me in the meantime. You know who you guys are. :D

I know my hair is screwed. Just stfu. I'll know i'll do something to it when it grows abit longer. I dont mean to. I'm slowly losing interest in studying. Somehow,i feel like quiting school. ): After O's? Arghh,just screw my life.

To you Mum,if you dont trust me,dont ask so much. I say this,you dont believe. I say i at Police Station,you say i'm good at making narrative compo. Since you dont trust me,dont blame me if i end up being a liar,cause when everytime,EVERYTIME i tell the truth,you'll say i'm lying. But when i lie,you'll believe. And if you think i'm lying,dont waste your time asking. I know this is kind of rude,but its what i'm feeling Mum. You always think that you're right,never ever listen to my point. Or should i say UNDERSTAND my point. All adults are the same,no wonder we teenagers cant get along with you guys. ADULTS ALWAYS THINK THEY ARE RIGHT CAUSE THEY GO THRU LIFE BEFORE,BUT YOU GUYS NEVER UNDERSTAND THAT THIS IS OUR LIFE,LET US GO THRU IT ONCE AND LEARN FROM IT! STOP CONTROLLING US.

YOU HAD YOUR TIME,LET ME HAVE MINE! Dont because you cant enjoy life last time,dont make me your so called punching bag and make me go thru what you have gone thru. I lead my way,altho you're my parents,i too wanna learn from myself,i too wanna know whats life. I TOO KNOW WHATS RIGHT AND WRONG! Dont tell me your teenager life was oh so perfect. Please la,People have their turning point in life,maybe what i'm going thru is part of growing. SO JUST BE THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEED YOU! NOT THERE WHEN I DID SOMETHING WRONG AND ALL YOU DO IS NAGNAGNAG!! I've had enough,it took me a moment to decide if i should post this or not. Hope you wont be angry and just think bout my feelings. This is my thought. I've said my piece. Not that i want anything,i just want your understanding. Teenagers do want to try everything even if they know its wrong,give them the chance to learn from it. THIS IS STUPID BUT I WANNA LEARN FROM IT! NOT YOU NAGGING AT ME ABOUT IT!

Thanks.

I'm sorry if this is rude,i love you Mum ):

you aint walking solo.

2010-05-02T15:45:00.002+08:00

You're only somebody when you're in big groups. But your balls run away when you're alone.

Oooopszx,who am i referring to? No one actually.

Yesterday went to Jia's condo to study. Productive for me! Studied sec 3 ss;D YAY! And guess where i studied? ON A BBQ PIT! Awesome,and it was windy! I like! Then talked about spa and different types of fighting techniques. Then went to AMK to have our dinner and buy Jia's school shoe. Then took some pics at this dragon playground. Wait till the pics are uploaded:D

Then home. Earnest and Alex went off. Left with me,Jia, Hongting and Claire. Planned to take the bus all the way to Clementi and change bus or take MRT. But... Some things happened. And end us up in... Slept awhile,and some pig slept on my lap uh,until cramp like... Went seperate ways. Accompanied HT to TTSH. Slept on the chair again. So unglam,but HT said it was kind of cute. HAHAH! =D Then finally home. Bathed and slept. Really shagg.

If this didnt happen,i will have got home by 12. And slept by 2. But..... This have to happen. And Tuesday,i have to go to AMKHQ for more statement. FARKMAILYFE!

And to you,hope everything is alright with him now. Dont rush things,make sure you're safe. I dont want you to be sad,as long as you're happy with the choice you're choosing. I'm fine with it. Tho its painful,you're one of my favourite pain. Cheer up,Babee! :D

Hope everything is alright for HongTing too! He is a tanker! (Y) HAHAH!

Gotta blast! :D

-start off May really badly ):

Gonna be the end of April.

2010-04-25T20:54:00.002+08:00

Should i cut my hair?

): I like my spikeszx,but i miss my sideburns. Now so long,cant swingswing already.

Mum,if you read this,i know you will,can i cut my hair? ): Pleaseee...

And Happy 57th birthday Atok. Hope you like our surprise...

KAY I SHALL TELL YOU WHAT WE DID FOR TOK ABAH! :D

So,Mak Busu and family,Ayah and Family,Cik Zai and family.

All meet at void deck. Then we plan.. Hehe^^

So all 13 children and 4 adults went up the stairs.

1....2...3...

ASSALAMUALAIKUMMM! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOK ABAH!

Then had a mini doa session. Makan-Makan. FINALLY I CAN CHEW! Wootszx~ Ate Mee Soto;D Awesomeee! Then sing bday song. We celebrated the April Babies and May Babies. So we sang the Birthday song like(TOK ABAH,IRFAN,FATHRIS,AISHAH,NENEK.) 5 times,and lagu Wajib. Walaueh~ Kay,then present timeee^^

So,the first present is from Fitri,Atok open,a polo tee^^

Second,from Irfan,Atok open,tissue box! HAHA!

Third,from Najeeha,Atok open,TISSUE BOX AGAIN!!!

Fourth,from Hidayah,Atok open,TISSUE BOX WITH A LETTER SAYS OPEN.

Atok open,WOOOO! 2 tickets to go on a cruise to idk where~

So kewt lor Atok's expression. Got video somemore^^

Oh oH! I totally love his speech! Ucapan,terima kasih~

'Atok Abah ingin mengucapkan terime kasih. Anak-anak abah,menantu abah,dan cucu abah. kerana telah..*silence* bagi Abah.. *silence* HADIAHH!' WDF KAN?! We thought what sia~ Sekali hadiah. Haha,see the vid and you'll know.

And then we had movie time... so we watched the vids in Cik Zai's video cam. HAHA! Got some of my vid singing and dancing. FAIL.ORG! Cik Zai say he gonna burn the disc and keep it,when we grow up he gonna play it again. HAHA! But i swear it is damn cute! SUPER CUTE!

Kay,then ate ice cream;D Then slack and chitchat. And home. Its not the same without Jukeszx and you-know-who... ):

GOTTA BLAST!

J8;D

2010-04-24T18:07:00.002+08:00

MAN! I MISS ADIELL!!!!! And his baby boyy ): HAHA! Been a while since i saw Adiel. Nothing much,just that i wanna kill time....

Somedays back,we 'brothers' went swimming at Claire's condo. HAH! And they didnt were anything and was making a few occilations. ^^ You know what i mean~ HAHA!

Man,i really need a haircut. But i dont want another nag from... you-know-who ): Just dont want to disappoint her. Dont jump to conclusions,its just my Grandma:)

On the bright side,meeting cousins tomorrow! And tomorrow is Tok Abah's birthday!~ Yay!! Tho i know i'm not his favourite,i still love him the same^^ And i still remember the day when he made me cry until Jukeszx become sasaran dengar aku nyanyi lagu 'i had a bad day!' JUKESZX,come back faster pleaseee!! 2 more months!!! I WANT ONE BAG FULL OF GOODIES OKAY!! ^^

Yesterday was also awesome! Had some FBI missions;D Shall update more bout it when i get the pics from Claire:D

For now,i'm gonna emo on youtube~

cheer up(L)

2010-04-21T18:43:00.003+08:00

I dont know how to say it,maybe when you see this animal's butt... You'll understand. HAHA! This is what i call sexy butt~ Okay,Napfa today. Sarks. My timing for shuttle run,inclined pull up,sit and reach. ALL ARE LIKE SHIT! But its okay,i got too many golds already. Too many is so plain. HAHAH! layan uh~ This is HUMBLE Haiekal;D Kkay,nothing much today. Just that i feel so suckish~But the HOTDOG below cheered me up. SO KEWT!!! Buay tahan uh~

SEE! If i have this dog,habis uh,kene gorenggg~ SO CUTEE! I will bring it to school in my bag man! I love dogs,but they're haram. WHO CARES ANYWAY! When i grow up,i'll get a dog,but my maid will take care of it. HAHA:D And today i ate sausage roll in school! Hehe^^ So coincidence eh~ Anyway,4jade girls are awesome! We were cheering for one another. (Y) And i cant forget Miss Yani epic face! Hehe,my class so kewt. But i just love sleeping in class,so warm and nice. Especially during physics. AHAHA! Kkay,bye:D

Before that,i saw something... Something that Haiekal could say when i sleep in class... Got it from kapoorek:D

Sleep maybe a form of rest,a refreshment or a quiet moment for the mind and the body. However,the Psych says that Sleep is a common forms of escape.

Escape from loneliness,sadness,frustrations and any other problems. So when you see a friend frequently sleeps,say...

'If you need someone to talk to,i'm here. i'll listen.'

instead of saying sweet dreams.......

HAHA! Cute ke pe! Kkay,i think i shall go join the partyy and head to sleep~ NO SCHOOL FOR ME TOMORROW! No mood to studyy~ Hehe! Fake. Gotta blast~

Jukebox!

2010-04-20T21:33:00.002+08:00

There are 3 people i'm missing now.

First is my Aunty Jukeszx ): She is working at Indon now. And its been awhile since she came online ): NO MORE PEOPLE TO DO LAME STUFF WITH ME!

1.)No playing with make ups at every friday and saturday night. No one to drink Milk Tea with me in the middle of the night,accompanied with TimTam. And just talk crap the whole night.

2.) No one to help me pester Kak Ya to buy this and that,especially Mac in the morning.

3.) No one to challenge who wake up first and the last to wake up,MUST CLEAN THE BED!

4.)No one to do lame things with me,like making a handmade kite,and fly it at FajarField.

5.)NO ONE TO HELP ME BULLY KAK YA AND HIS MAMBANG AT NIGHT!!!

Man,this sarks. June,faster come,i miss Jukeszx badly. I got ALOT to tell her,and ALOT to do with her like more Midnight movies,M18 or NC16,which she will smuggle me in. And prawning! And BBQ! And CYCLING! And our 10k run!! ): Faster come back will ya? ): Hope you're missing me too. BET YOU ARE! ^^ Remember to buy me LOTS AND LOTS of gifts,she say she will buy one bag of goodies for meee! Hairpeeee~

My Sunshine kite and your PunkBoy kite is still on the cupboard~

Second,i miss this bunch of people. Malay Dance:D HAHA! Kay,buay tahan,me in malay dance like....... I KNOW! Kay,i never believed i could dance,but you guys made me. THO I STILL CANT DANCE! Kkay,those times we had was AWESOME! =D You guys are a bunch of people that never make me tired from laughing,spending one whole day with you guys was great! The usuals~ With our random random sounds like aoomm. layan. and many others. Which really make me smile thinking bout it:D Anyway,we did great for each and every performance:D Luv you guys. Maybe... Just maybe.... we could dance one last time after O's. HAHAHAHA! LAYAN UH~
Kkay,charlo! Aku da penat.

Sometimes,i just dont understand myself. Hi,gila! Aku luv Kau:D

actually,aku sedih.

2010-04-17T20:09:00.002+08:00

Speech Day was bowarenge~ BORING. But Mr Rani and Mr Wong was there! So,it wasnt wasted. Miss Mr Rani to the max man~ Seriously,now i know that something attractive bout Mr George is his attitude exactly the same as Mr Rani! Ohwellszx!

So,when i got home from Speech Day at 12. I on the aircon and drop dead:D Ngantok la geng~ am going to study later,YES IT IS STUDYING SATURDAY! And i wanna attend Awards Day 2011,going up the stage,shake hands with VIP,flashlights on me. AWESOME! Kkay,gotta make it happen. Aku bebual cam paham,test asyik fail jek. BUNGKUS SUDAH!

I love white cats with light blue eyes. Cause they look like some maksalleh dekat town yang sungguh hot. I LIKE I LIKE! And if i meet you again,i will never ever let you go.

Gotta blast~

Hero:D

2010-04-14T20:11:00.004+08:00

HI! I am back;D HAHA! Sorry for not the daily updates,as you can see people have been complaining that we have stalkers in school. Since we are the hotspots;D HEHE! So,Friday skipped school. Mum woke up late. In the end all also never go school(Y) Zai hor? Sat went to Claire's house. Had a dip in the pool. Super syiok lor! Tho just the 2 of us,me and hongting. We step one model! HAHA! Fail.org man~

Then slack at her house,and you'll get to know later what i did,skip that part first... HAHA! Sunday went to Amira's house. With Sab:) Helped to bake her brownie! (Y) And it was fun spending time with girlfriends on a Sunday. Then rushed home as we wanted to go to GreatGranma's house. In the end,she went to some mosque. Grawrr! Always like this one! But its okay,had a walkwalk at Causeway point! Oh,we also ate the twist potato. Chebehhh,so sinful! But nicee! (Y) And i remember the man say,'not nice,buy one.nice buy many many. dont waste money!' LOL man~

Cutie much? ;D Monday school as usual. Went to Fuhua Sec after that. Wow,too much drama man~ But i felt like a hero! Shall update bout that at PLG as i dont want school to know bout it... Mr George is a veryvery nice man! If only the teachers in Dunearn was like him,i will go to school very early and go back home very late,but i'll spent my time in school just talking to him. So nice man!! A teacher with a sense of humour(Y) I REALLY FELT LIKE A HEROOO!!!!

Yesterday nothing much,today woke up late again,so no school. HAHAHA! Today went to meet friends. And played ball somewhere over the rainbow. And home.

Now,i shall tell you guys what i did at Claire's house on Saturday:P And it is only for entertainment. Nothing much;D And those who got heart problem... Pleaseee Pleaseee,leave. You can die of laughing:) HAHAHAHAHA! HERE WE GO!

If you can see,i am wearing a skirt! HAHAHAHA! And its blingblingz hor! And i kind of like my hair here~ HEHE!

Next........

NAB IS WEARING A DRESS!!! AWESOMEEE(Y) Haha,okay... I just didnt expect this.. We were so bored that i entertained Claire with this lor. Hope she had fun;D HAH! For now,i wanna update PLG! Charlo all~ Next update when i got really interesting pictures^^

you're the slut.

2010-04-09T18:46:00.002+08:00

Yes,just like you:)

HAHA! Gave school a miss. Down with flu and sorethroat. WDF! This kind of weather,get flu like something must be wrong. HAHA! But some flends,so nice come my house to pay me a visit^^ Buy me waffle somemore! Haha,thank you Claire for the waffle. So,for the past 3 days, Molina,Pussy,HongTing,HuiFang,Val,Sab,Fred have been coming over to watch dvds:) So we watched Date movie on the first day. Then idk whut. Aiyahhh,whutever la. Watching Aquamarine ccurrently. Well,i'm so bored of that show already. And they really love bring it on to the finish:D Hehe. ARGHH! Mucus are disgusting!

Is wtf getting boring? ):

Penishole!

2010-04-07T21:12:00.002+08:00

Totally remind me of Renee sia!!!! HAHAHAHA! You know,what i mean hor! :D

School has been a toot in the toot. I only love maths period now. In the library;D Syiok ttm! The rest has been same same. Plain boring but not that bad.

I only remembered 2 events that happened in class.
First,was during english. When i was sleeping. Suddenly like i got this dream,i fell into a well full of crocodile. WDF! How can a well have crocodile? Such a lame dream. Nevermind la if its just dream. Ni sampai terbawak-bawak to real life sia. AKU NIGAU! And Haiekal totally saw the 'fell' Damn lame~ And he wont stop talking bout crocodiles now-.-

Second was during SS. Waaa,this teacher uh. Scoled my classmate like ABC sia! If i were him,i would have cried already la! He is so innocent. And make things worst. I keep on getting shocked whenever he suddenly shout. Man,he gotta go some anger managment programme. But on the bright side,if all teachers were like him,i think everyone will do their homework:D

THIS IS SO KEWL!!!! And funneh~

Anyway,i get all this pics from penishole:) Charlo! I'm tired.

Sarawak Trip.

2010-04-03T14:38:00.002+08:00

hi kawan kawan~ Let me give you all a sneak peek of Sarawak trip. Cause all this will be shown to the dunearnites after MYE during assembly. I think? Whatever it is,i will slowly upload it here. So,a short summary of Sarawak kay. Well,here i censored bout our personal time there. But at PLG all of the info will be there:D Hehe.
This is at the Taman Sahabat. This place symbolise the friendship between Sarawak and other countries which i forget what. As you can see,we 6 people step which model only. There are more,but i choose the best of the best. Hehe! More will be on facebook once someone upload them:D

This is when we get to try do that thing. Wow,playing with this is so fun. Looks easy,but i swear very difficult to control. Just like being in a relationships. Cheyy,padahal no link. Kay,the one beside me is not i do uh,but lets just pretend i'm some pro,done one vase! AHAHA:D

This is outside erm... The cat museum? Yeah. The view was nice cause it was on top of a hill. Oh,since i was so interested in cats. I walked around solo. HAHA! :D And the pictures damn nice la! But some like lame. But its okay,then the captions of the pictures also funny! sadly i remember one only,'i'm deaf but when i hear praises,i can hear it clearly.' WTF right? Haha!

Bestie and me Imitating the cat. HAHA! Shall just go to Fail.org man!! Syaf was also my room mate:) We really had an awesome time together. And cant believe she sleeps later than me! I just drop dead man on one of the nights. And thanks to her,always help me iron my clothes,tho i promised to iron for her... HAHA! Nab perangai! Also thanks for waking me up,i know it is irritating cause i keep saying 5 minutes,then 1 minute... and can go on and on. HAHA! Thanks Syaf:D

And this was at ermmm... The chinese temple. Walking there,sempat sak amik jumpshot. Hehe! I lazy elaborate. Slowly wait for the pictures to be uploaded. :D the one at Waterfront pictures all niceee! But i lazy find it~ HAHA! Kkay,charlo for nao!

PLGPLGPLG!

2010-04-02T22:45:00.003+08:00

Hai people,my school life i will post here at WTF. But my outside life will be at PLG. Okay,if you're not above 21 and you're my flend;D leave down your email and you're invited to PLG! :)

Yesterday was awesome. Thats all i can say for now. PLG for more info! ^^ charlo!

I wanna close down WTF,but dont have the heart to do so. Oh wellszx.

if you're wondering whats PLG,its

www.pussylickinggood.blogspot.com

no,its not a porn site. Or anything disgusting. Its my BLOG:D

Rare okay;D

2010-03-28T20:11:00.003+08:00

Hi people,today,i bet after you leave wtf,you'll have fun laughing or maybe some of you will feel disgusted. But its okay,since i'mma hairpee kid today.. I wont mind,go ahead.

So yesterday went to Lot1 mac. Waited for Renee at Mac,usual spot. While waiting i read Fatal Seductions 2. Fred came. We chit chat,suddenly this bunch of indians came and happy happy took our seats for Renee and JQ. Wdf,then i doing my SS workbook,they happy happy blast their songs,if songs i know,okay la,this one their indian song. Damn fished up man! So me and Fred just show them the face. Oh well. While waiting for Renee,i did my maths! Exercise 3.1 and 3.2:D Then SS,one page only,the other one i lazy read. Haiyahh.. Then finally Renee come. Help her in her NYAA and taught her Chemistry;D So had a break,and Nicole and her friend joined. We talktalk. Then we slacked. I was late. Waiting for Renee's mum to fetch us and home. Oh,we also get free drinks and chips^^ Thanks to the flawless H:D Oh,also me for my cleverness and strengh. If not we cant even.. HAHA! Nab ish sho strong and clever! Hehe^^ Reached home at 3am. Awesomeee! Every Saturday like this,i will love it:D

Today woke up at 11. But got out of bed at 1. Finished up with FS2;D Woots,accomplished. So everybody,know safety,no aids :D The ending abit saddening.. Innocent one can just get the sickness like that. Haiyahh ): Then bathed,eat and lappy. Webbie with Renee. Damn cute la. Share *insert* thru webbie. HAHA! How cute~ Then fetch Gab from bus stop. Slack at my house. We totally bitch bout some people which i dont even know. Well,i gotta agree they look like PROS~ ahaha,then went to buy waffle. And waited for her 302. Then home. Did my 3.3 and 3.4. Gonna finish up on the revision exercise and browse thru the whole book. Test tomorrow! EAT SHIT!! Well,i'm confident on probability and matrices. But not vector and standard deviation. Gahh~ Okay,i shall continue dating them. Before that... I wanna show you my chio bu pics;D Enjoy! You can say whatever you like,i still think i'm kewt! HAHAHAA!
This heels was a killer man~ Total killer for me.

Turn off? HAHA_l_

Lastly,i wanna tell you guys,Renee wont be at RUNTHELIGHT anymore. She will be at 4amheartstrings.bs.com Please tag her,cause she will be sad if no one tag her,and she'll cry and cry and i'll have to cheer her up. HAHA,kay fake. =D Charlo!

hey,i dont know whats your prob. Keep tryingto find fault with me. Seriously,i didnt disturb your life,wtf you have to disturb mine? So much for thinking you as my friend. From now on,i swear you're not even at the bottom of my friend list. AND YOU BETTER! I REPEAT BETTER STOP GIVING ME THAT LOOK! =] all i want is you out of my life! (Y)

3 gold medals home;D

2010-03-27T00:06:00.007+08:00

I know you all missed wtf. Hence i've unprivate it. Well,i didnt update anyway. Just that i went to change the pic above. But i think i shall change again. Really cmi. HAHA! Okay,today was Sports day. Well,Cheetah was facing lots of problems. Like forgot the CD. No shoes. Cant practice due to the missing people. Time constrain. So,we spilt up. Some went to buy shoes,which we didnt use at all. While the rest went to Ayeen's house! Her house nice sia! I like the 'platform'. Makes me feel tall;D Well,i didnt need to wear make up;D Just played around with my hair and ironed my clothes. And cooked maggie for the rest. Totally love my Flintstone hair man! Well,hate my shirt cause its not the same as the rest. But its okay,just roll it up and it didnt look so bad. HAHA! We were so hyper,but kind of disappointed that we performed last. We always wanna perform first lor.. But its okay:D So,Jaguaar followed by Panther,then Puma,Cougar and CHEETAH! Well,we faced technical problems. ): And also wrong disc! We pleaded to restart but... some teachers just dont understand. But with pleas.. The crowd gave us a chance! So,we restart;D AWESOME! gave our best. Let the Pics talk.
Tense Tense man! Like the song suddenly stop! WOAHH~ I gotta feeling,woohoo~

I'mma strong kid,carrying this fat pig:P

CHECK HER OUT!

Now check me out! HAHA! Sexay aint i? ;D

Caught in a bad romance...

This one what uh? I forgot...

Lastly.. i look like some fisherman man! Like i just caught a whale! SO HAPPY MAN!

So,CHEETAH GOT CHAMPION FOR CHEERING!

CHEETAH GOT CHAMPION FOR CHEER AND DANCE!

CHEETAH GOT OVERALL CHAMPION!

NABILAH GOT LONG JUMP CHAMPION!

NABILAH GOT 4 x 100 CHAMPION!

Woohoo~ happy kid ttm! For the first time,like finally we won Panther for cheer and dance. I hope its not because of symphathy~.~ oh please..

And FINALLY SUPER FINALLY! The year where we won Jaguaar in the overall. Jaguaar is always the winner lor~ Never felt achievement this great. Hence we'll be getting Pizza on Monday;D hehe^^ And did i tell you i love Faith? She is awesomeee! HAHA!

Thanks Faith for running. Ayeen and Val too. Dont have your pictures,but its okay! An honour to have your name in WTF:D

And did i tell you guys i ran using costume? Yeah,with belts and ribbons? HAHA!

Lastly,this is for Cheetah cheerleaders. Thank you for giving your all. Really appreciate it. After 3 years of not getting to kiss the champs. We finally got it. I am really proud of each and everyone of you. Sacrifcing your time and your energy. No matter how worn out you are,you still came for practice. I love you all:D

To Ciwen,thanks for being patient. I hope you like what we've got for you. Like you said,its your last year,we gotta bring it to the finish~ Haha! Dont cry anymore okay;D Love you.

Renee,Joy,Ayeen,Murni,Jannah,Aslin,Rifqah,Amira,Natashia,

Hanis,Nazmi,Nyan(?),Iqbal,Zulfiqar. Thanks for making a dream come true! HipHip HOORAYY!

eenie meenie mo lover!

2010-03-14T17:36:00.002+08:00

Hi little princess! HAHA! My hair so long already man~ Seriously,all this for Sarawak man! After that gonna cut and cut! As you can see,today Cheetah had training near my estate. Hope we're prepared. And i gotta carry this fat little pig,who have supper every night. Haha:D Home,lunched with Dad and Siblings. Then packed my luggage. Lame please,the smal luggage cant fit everything in,then my aunt borrowed the medium luggage and havent return back. Then now,i gotta use the HUGEEE ENORMOUS GIGANTIC luggage. Sway~ But Dad says its just nice,well it can fit everything perfectly. Oh,bringing my books too. Study okay(Y) Now slacking in my chilling room~ Wdf. Kkay,sorry for privating my blog. Cause uh,people so free,come here,then gossipgossip. Say this and that. Haiyahh,no life peeposzx =D And sadly they're the one whom we thought as already matured and good enough to be called adults. But,mind still very childish. ITS TIME TO GROW UP MAN!

Oh,Renee wants to see my dad. Kay,have funnn~ I got this all from his FB! :D Confirm my Dad kembang sia see his pictures at wtf! HAHA!

i think my mum suits short hair. Well,she wears tudung now,so,only the family can see. This was their honeymoon last year? Yeahh..

This is my Dad. And i know i have disappointed him with my results. Man,he have been so nice and stuff,except for sometimes. Oh,he also have been really sacarstic man! Veryveryvery irritating. I SWEAR! I rather he become naggy and straight forward than beating about the bush and saying things the opposite way. Super irritating! HAHA! Sorry Dad,but i love you. HAPPY FATHERS DAY! Eh wrong eh? HAHA! Aiyah,another random post:)

For Milo Trialthlon update,tomorrow or when Lyana upload the pictures:D BYEBYE!

Pocoyo!

2010-03-10T19:55:00.002+08:00

OhMYGOD! Cute ke pee ni budakk!! Okay,today i went home straight. Really cannot tahan the weather man! Go home,on air con straight siaa! Kkay,aku kan Prince Candle. Haha! Today i only sleep in Physicszx! Kesian Mr Lai! =D

So,spent my day watching POCOYO! Hehe^^ so kewt! And today's episode damn interesting and can learn something. Rather than reading bout my personal life. Read this,something i learn from PLAYHOUSE DISNEY!

Pocoyo has this Red Helium Balloon. He is veryyyy happy! Until he neglected all his friends. He became boastful,cause he has the Red Helium Balloon. Yeahh,just like me.

Then one fine day,the Red Helium Balloon slips off his hands. It went up up up and gone forever.

His friend,Petto,the duck. Saw the incident. So,Petto went to buy Pocoyo a new Blue Helium Balloon. But then,Pocoyo wants the Red Helium Balloon. Insist on it. He said he wont play with his friends unless he gets his Red Helium Balloon. Then he realise how much more valuable his friends are. That,he cried and got depressed. Then you know his head can like bounce bounce on the floor? HAHA Cool siol! Kkay,then... Pocoyo went to apologise to his friends and he was happy then. The next day,Petto and Elly got him a new Red Helium Balloon! Weeee~ i love happy endingg^^

So childrenszx,what can you learn from Pocoyo today? I sure did learn something :) Pocoyo for the win:D

And seeing you so frustrated just make me so happy and acomplish and everythingg!! Hehe^^ Haiekal saw what i wrote on my wrist today! ): Gahhh. Nab,where did you pluck the courage?

Nab said,she digs it under the tree near her house. HAHA! Kay uh,layan. BYE:D

you hit the note.

2010-03-09T19:33:00.004+08:00

Cheetah ;

This year,we're gonna kiss the CHAMPION throphy home okay? Do this for Mr Wong! Haha,kay no link! I just wanna win this year! =D

Malay Dance ;

Laugh uh laugh,i know la,i am not that type who dance and stuff. But heyy! This CCA could be the most happening one lor~ HAHA! With Cikgu as the Alien today during assembly~ HAH! I cant wait for Serawak man! Might be sleeping over at Syaf's house on Monday,then Tuesday her dad sent to airport! Hehe^^ Cant wait tho~ Lets countdown! 7 more days ^^ I'm not excited to dance,but to spent time with my CCA flendszx. The last time we had fun,fun as in funn. Not only dance was at SENTOSA! Coolest outing ever. We attracted the tourists and stuff. Hehe! Dance in water somemore! So,peepo,when will be the next outing?

Okayy... Next will be abit.... you know~ paiseyy. It took me awhile to like decide to upload it. HAHA! Seriously! Okay la,its for entertainment purposes. I am so bloody bored! HAH! Sorry la,aku gay what last time! I cant remember when this was. Sec 2 or 1? But i know this was taken on Amira's Birthday! Just the 4 of us,throwing powder at one another,laughing on the floor. From concourse to like block B. HAHA! Awwrh,miss you guys. And i think i am like the only one that change lor~ Eh,like paisey siol! Haha! eh,you 3 girls better be honoured hor! I'm taking the risk! HAHA! Really miss those fun. Okay la,my motive of uploading this was because...

SabZA told me that...

Amira,Syaf and Sab always have me in their mind. During PE,Amira will randomly say,no motivation to run uh without Nab. Then Syaf,while playing games,she will go,where is Nab? We 2 the star player sia! Arghhh,it just touched me siaa,my heart can sink into East Coast sea then swim all the way till pacific ocean siol~ HAHA! Kkay,i am just.. touched. OKAY?! =D

I just miss all this fun we use to have.... Kecoh,Cheetah and Malay Dance.

HAHAA,aku still paiseyy siaaa!!!!

HAHAHA! Looking at it just.....

I'm the one that changed alot...

HAHAHA! KAY LA NAHH LAA!

AMIK KAU! Chebehhh,i look so innocent man. Now,like dotszx,i got no comment. HAHA! Sialah,muke mintak kene stop it. And look,i havent wear braceszx! HAHA! Kkay,i love my babieszx! Hope they'll do well for their SPA Bio today. :)

Okay,thats all for today. I also miss SHASHAJUMPSTAR siaaa! Wonder if she reads this^^ Shaaa,aku da tukar number! Cepatcepat get from me! Meet up soon kkay! 8-D Charlo!

-you hit the note to make me fall in love. Unless there is a ring on your finger,i'll try my best to get you. HAHAHA! Chebehh nye Nab_l_

your lost:D

2010-03-08T21:44:00.003+08:00

Iwanina.

Erica.

Izzyyyy!

Yesterday was alot of laughter. Serious,went to Lot to meet Izzy,Val and Gab. There was this 2 cute guyy,super cute,and Gab made a fool out of herself. So now you want the white shirt guy Gab? :P haha!

Then me and Izzy head somewhere to get something. And spent 2 hours okay,i endured for a flend! Haha! Bus-ed to Panjang. Otw there,there was this couple.. Arghh,damn pissed with the man la. NO MAN SHALL MAKE A GIRL CRY! Kay,nevermind. Aku kaypo onlyy~ Then walked pass SabZA's house,then she waited at the window just for the bus to pass her house. Damn no life:P but it was cute la. She wave and wave. HAH! Then reached and meet up with Iwanina and Erica and Elfie! Then slacked all the wayy! Video-ed failed too! Not even one clean songg! HAHA! But we indeed had fun melalak lalak in th middle of somewhere! =D

Today,nothing much,school and tutorial and Cheetah Cheer. Had lot of funszx! And the activity we did after that hor Renee;D You know i know! Then home. Now,gonna do my 6 journal and sleep! Charlo!

Cikgu kate,Da ludah,jangan jilat balik! translation,once i spit,i wont lick it back! HAIK PUI! :D

pictures wont change.

2010-03-06T16:10:00.002+08:00

The handwritting remins me of Amira and her kindergarten handwritting. HAHA! Hi Amira :D Sorry didnt follow watch the movie tho~

I only had 4 hours of sleep today. Hmm,woke up and vacummed the house. I dont know why,but i was so... wtf? that i broke the vacumm parts. HAHA! Sorry mum,go buy a new one:) And Sweat alot too. Kepala pon berat siott! Haha,the kick was awesomeee! (Y)

Hi Lyana. Remember this day? Where we played with the coconuts^^ And....you know i know kayyy(Y)

'malam ku tidur tak lena.

teringatkan dirimu.

terhimbas kembali,kenangan lalu.

alangkah indahnya bersama mu.

mengalir air mataku.

menemani malam sepiku.

ku rindu saat bersamamu.

sukar nya ku untuk melupakan mu.

Tak ku sangka,tak ku duga.

perpisahan yang akan melanda.

dah ku cuba pertahankan.

namun dirimu pergi jua.'

'tapi sayang,kehadiran kekasih lamamu,

tak kan kembali mengenang cinta dahulu.

mengapa ini semua harus barlaku?

apakah ini semua kerana diriku?

sedangkan aku penawar,dalam percintaan.

tak sanggup aku,melepaskanmu.'

Thank you Mr Apit,for bringing the Jiwang days back! HAHAA!

Alright,i dont know where family wanna go. kkay,bye.

before that,watch this,cute bodohhh! Serak Serak basah punyaa suaraa!! (Y)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=99IkxcKELu8

kkay,bye:D

the 3rd party_l_

2010-03-05T22:58:00.002+08:00

Hi friend,
how was your dinner just now?
was it nice? _l_

seriously,you never learn.
Well,i'll buy you a DICTIONARY,find the word LIMIT.
Hell yeah,learn the meaning of it. And apply it to your life.
I'm may be mean,but heyy,i dont think you know what limits mean.

Well,today was okay. Maybe not.
Push the sadness away to PLG.

WTF must stay happy,hence here i am to say,
Champion for LongJump.
Gone case for Javelin-.-

Sibeyyy hairpeee~ First 2 jump was a foul.
Last jump = 375cm^^

The difference was 70cm lor~ hehe. Okay,i just cant make this sound happier~ Oh well,charlobetehh!

Ever heard the song Happy Ending by Avril? I was putting my mp4 on shuffle and i heard it. I think its cute. DUMB FRIENDS-.-

i'll just do what i want.

2010-03-03T17:23:00.002+08:00

There wont be pictures,just words :)

Hmm,my life has been bout school 85% of my time is spent in school.

Tutorial,CCA,cheetah and more of it. Wel,it sure sucks to be in sec 4. Well,its my last lap. I shall end it well.

My outside life has been okay too. Family,is okayy~ i shall not comment anything cause they'll read here.

The rest is for me to know and you guys to find out. Heyyy,i wanna make my blogpost interestingg lehh~ But there's nothing interesting going on in my life.

EHHHH! i remember something. Today during english tutorial! Damn cute la my english teacher,she was telling a ghost story,which isnt scary at all! Just that her expression was scary,like as if she kena possessed! HAH! Well,that cant be other than my favourite teacherr:) Love you cher,i know one of you in the staff room,HOD room,DM room,or whatever room might be reading this. Well,enjoyy:)

Haiyahhh,the weather killing me man! I was so irritated cause i keep sweating. You know me and sweat is not a good combination. But sweat after running or PE is okay. This one sweating when i'm sitting down in class,is a BIG NO! So,yeahh~ How i wish DSS has more air conditioned room. Geeeee~ I shall not rant bout my school here anymore.

Lastly,i wont be going for Star 2 Kayak. Cause the first class clashes with Milo Trialthon. second class clashes with Serawak trip. wow,busy gal on the run! Haha!

Kkay,byeee.

i miss us. ):

tell me something i dont know:D

2010-02-27T13:28:00.002+08:00

when action becomes reaction which turns into passion.

Life's been great except that yesterday was a black friday. Lucky didnt went to join the rest gamble if not i might lose big timeee! HAHAHA!

Walau,you all loser la,go find me at PLG.BS.COM lehh! Hahaha:P so mannyyy clues already! (Y) kay,byee~

seasonal friendship:)

2010-02-23T21:32:00.002+08:00

Okay,hi ): i am a sad kid today):

life after school has been draining my energy sia ): I keep on sleeping in class. oh well~ Alright, today uhh...

i went to Bukit Gombak Stadium for sports heats. Well,i only joined 1 event~ Well,that one also no need to run,cause all group gets to finals~ Then i realise the 1500m run,no one came. So,i go and participate. Then Miss Rin go call everyone up~ Walauu,so much for wanting to be the only one running! HAHA! Well,aku stamina no good ): So,got 4th. Well,i'm a loser. But at least,i contribute for CHEETAH! (Y) Then met up with BABI along with Dassya. Hmm,babi been sad this few days and she dont wanna tell me why ): So,i also sad lor. Hahaha=D

anyway,i am wondering why you all are unhappy with me. Seriously,i wonder what i do sia. Seriously,stop showing attitude laa,i really dont wanna lose friends like you guys siak! Well,its alright if this continue,if it makes things better. I'm not gonna make it worst. =D Charlo~

If thats okay with you;D

nab is kewt and kewl.

2010-02-22T21:40:00.003+08:00

My heart still pain looking at this picture. HAHA,my top 20 postitionnn ): Tomorrow sports heat,MUST GO INTO FINALS! DONT CARE! FAITH,AYEEN and VAL! I'm putting my hope onto you guys hor~
Hi,Nab is a busy kid noww,so she doesnt go on the net all the time. But when she blog,she'll be super long winded. HAHA! Okay,aku lame. My life is great,been missing my fwenszx at goodview. Gahhh,oh well. Hmmm,then skewl has beena bore. Super boringgg,seriously! I cant even stay awake for my test. DOnt think can pass it. Then malaydance has been okayy la~ Eh, talking bout malay dance,whyyy eh whyyy when i say i'm in malay dance,people will say, seriousss!? Then when i say yeah.. They'll laughh! Kaninaa,malay dance fun okay. The people fun,the dance not. HAHA! (Y)

Then Cheetah Cheer~ Wooo,me luv this bunch of people. So enthu,especially Ciwenn! Okay,thats bout it. I'm really tired. WenPing say me eyebag veryvery bigg,so i shall go and have a rest. so good night readers:D

EH EH,who know the siow siow guy around our school area uh? Walau,he go get my phone number,then go call me siaa! WTF! Seriously,WTF! And my reply was,sorry uh,i need to study. BYE! HAHAA! _l_ I'm meann;D

Oh,one last thing,Happy birthday Val! =D

kkay,byeee,my eyes cant take it any longer.

Going to somewhere better;D

2010-02-17T19:45:00.002+08:00

HI:)

Life is very beautiful. So find me at PLG.BS.COM.
WTF stays,not gonna delete it. =D Update here once in a while. BYE:D

Show uh the attitude just show only. Know what?I dont give a damn. You not happy,you say. You keep quite,HOW I KNOW YOU NOT HAPPY?! Walau,not gonna start a fight,fight dont solve anything. Lets talk:D

Kay,bye!

&i can do the 1-2-3 dance!

2010-02-16T22:38:00.002+08:00

I was walking home,walking pass 7/11. Then there is this group of girls. They was giggling giggling. So i ignored la. Dont want so thick skin. Then their giggle gets louder. Want flirt say la!

So,i gave in,and looked at them,and gave a very cute smile! Of course,they smiled back. So,i went home. Look at the mirror,wondering why am i so attractive! Guess what?!

A bunch of hair was out of place,and it stands up like an antenaaaa! FML MAN! So much to think i'm attractive! FML MAN FML!

Hahaha,kay,so today was travelling from place to place in search for a salon. FML again,all shops are closed. __

So,slackyy dayy. Kay,bye. Lazy to blog. And i'm bloodaye tired. Nights. See you hunks and babes tomorrow.

i'm yrgnuh. =D

2010-02-16T10:08:00.002+08:00

Hi=D I think i miss 2 ladies. Wait,i miss alot la. But,this 2 like never contact me anymore siaa! Didnt even wish me V-Day ): aku very sad. HAHA!

OI GEMOK AND SPARE TYRE! Bila la mau pegi photoshoot lagi,rambut aku tengah MAOT nie! HAHA!

That was when Nab was a cute kid and a flirt and a bastard. BAS-TARD! =D
Kay,i see no motive of this post,but hey,i miss them and gotta kill time waiting for L to come. Slow uhhh:P Kay,bye!

be mine:)

2010-02-15T18:33:00.003+08:00

Hello Hello Kopi dan Milo! =D Haha! Kay,Saturday was slackszx,i forgot what i did on that day. But i know,Family left for Desaru on that night. And aku went to Gram's house. Well, plan was to go there and and come back home. But i scared uh alone. HAHAHA! No ballszx. So slack whole night. Sunday was V-Day! Woke up and Kak Ya treat me to Macs! Well,Grams have left me for Desaru too. Woahh,confirm all enjoy party party uh. So,i slack and went to Westmall at around 1. Met up with Gab and Kavis. Wanted to catch the 1.30p.m. show. But,missed it,thanks to someone uhh:P So,caught the 4p.m. one. Got a good seat. Its nice yet draggy. Lots of lame parts! And whats with Taylor Swift? BIMBO to the max. Reminds me of my form teacher:D Then slacked and movie. Then Pastamania. Then watched sunset somewhere. Tho there isnt. Then to Gab house. And sadly,i cant overnight. So cab back to Panjang. Slept at 4a.m. cant sleep siakszx! Then wake up and went to Cik Zai's house. Nice! Like HOTEL! (Y) Kay,then now home. Family is back to. Oh well~ Yesterday's pic will be updated tonight or tomorrow.

This is the Friday,movie with Mum and her friends!

Nab,Cik Rozana(?),Hakim(?),and one and only,ANAK GAJAH:P

Yeah,thats the Anak Gajah. Haha! Always sleep on my arm until cramp one! Haha! To end this up with what a typical Singaporeans will do when they see a nice car(Y)

HAHAHA!

Hi,its an orange lamb! Haha! Be mine soon kayz. HAHAHA! Not. I want a white green with Pink streak MINI COOPER! (Y) Kay,byezx. The plate number like same with my Dad's plate number siaa! =D HAHAHA! SGY5023L and SGY2023G,got same same abit uh^^

And i love my Valentine:)

there's gonna be one less happy gal!

2010-02-13T12:05:00.003+08:00

HAHA! Alright,yesterday was awesome. Wake up in the morning~ Hmmm,bathed,met my primary skewl friends who skipped skewl too! Wow,everyone change. And bloody hell,not even one remember me at first sight,i felt so ): But its okay,catch up a few stuffs. Met you all soon kay:D

Then met up with Dassya Syaf and Sab. LJS,Crapped loads with Syaf and Dassya. BLANKET PARTY OR WHAT?! After eating,left to JE to meet JoeyT. Then went to HuaYi sec. Supported Kavis. Tho the results arent what i want. Its okay alright:D Then cabbed down to CCKCC. Met with Pris,Joee,MOLINA,Izzy,Nat,Emily,Chillie,Michelle,and others if i missed out. Balled and picnic. (Y)

Home at 7. Then Mum asked me out for a movie. Hahaha! Fetch Cik Maslynda and Bazlyn! :D Met the rest at Lido. Persey Jackson is a nice movie. Funny one! Make me laugh like a sheeppp~ HAHA! Then went to usual place,BEDOK CORNER! :D Got my MEE HONG KONG! Haha,then home. And again,someone slept on my arm uhh,until cramp like abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz! Haha,its okay anak gajah! :D

Home at 3. And knock off. Woke up at 10 and now i cant wait till the whole family goes to Desaru. The place i love the most last year. But,let the past be memories aite. Cant wait for tomorrow hor KAVIS! Hahaha:P Alright,end this post with Cikgu's fav quote.

'ONCE I SPIT,I WONT LICK IT BACK!'
Charlo;D *its a party in cck;D*

third.

2010-02-11T21:44:00.002+08:00

Happy friendship day:)

Happy advance Valentine.

Happy Chinese New Year.

Happy being happy.

Happy suppose to be..

Okay,happy happy everyone. Bye:D

friend eat friend for valentine dinner(Y)

2010-02-10T14:12:00.002+08:00

If my heart do the thinking,will my brain knows who to love? :)

Didnt go school today,sick plus no mood to celebrate flendship day aka valentine's day. To my sec 4&5 friends,good luck for O's and N's. To my sec 3 friends,enjoy now! To my sec 2 friends, do i have any? To sec 1 friends,HAVE FUN! The rest,happy friendship day!

To my love,surprise on the 14th:) HAHAHAH! Fake,aku no love. aku hate love. love stinks. Single rawks my mummy socks! \m/

I wanna know what Daddy will give Mummy mannn! Hope it is something sweet. If it is,i wont mind they go out and aku sacrifice valentine and take care of my siblings at home,but its sweeter if they could bring us along,come on valentine day is to be spent with your love. Mummy,Daddy arent we're your love? >D HEHE! I know mum will read this! SO BRING US OUT! >D

For 15 years,without a valentine. =D
Charlo.